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In reply to the discussion: My heart is broken [View all]gwheezie
(3,580 posts)The loss is tremendous.
Today is the 2nd anniversary of my husband's death. He had time to talk about dying before he died which comforted me to know his thoughts but I wish he had gone quickly to spare him the last few weeks.
The last coherent discussion we had he told me every day the room was filling up with people, some he knew and others he never met and he said he could see through the wall of his hospital room and saw the universe. He told me that's where his energy was going. He told me he knew we thought he was hallucinating but he wasn't. He had long periods of silence and he stared at the wall. He said he couldn't wait to go and he was disconnecting from here. He said to me you will understand someday. He said it was spectacular
I was there when he died but he was gone before he stopped breathing he had left hours earlier and his energy was out in the universe I was just waiting for his body to stop working.