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Ms. Toad

(34,072 posts)
Thu Aug 25, 2016, 08:11 PM Aug 2016

Done!

Yesterday was my last day of radiation. Yay! Now it is just aromatase inhibitors for a decade.

I have a very mild radiation "burn" - looks mostly like a very mild sunburn and a bit of swelling. There was only one day in which I was fatigued in a way I couldn't pin on life, in general (shoving around 100 lb boxes of books, cleaning years of grime off the walls of my new office, helping lead a 5-day/7 hours a day workshop series . . .).

All in all, I've gotten off remarkably lightly, for which I am grateful.

During the radiation dry run and each the 16 days of radiation, I added a section to a drawing as a meditative practice - turning the inherently physically harmful radiation process into an emotionally healthier process. I finished it yestarday morning and gave a copy to each of the radiology staff who had watched it develop.

Now I have 2.5 hours extra a day! (I'm about to lose them to an increased workload - but that's another story.)

Here's the finished product:



The radiation target/alignment marks are 6 purple + signs (4 in the scrollwork section (the radiation field), and 2 in the bridge-like structure), and the vertical-ish frame of the scrollwork section. (I had my daughter take a picture of the marks after I assumed the radiation position, and then traced them onto the paper. Until I looked at the picture I didn't realize the 4 marks formed a horizontal line, since they aren't horizontal when I stand up.) If you divide the scroll area into 9 boxes (with an extra fraction of a column of boxes at the at the left), the marks form the box corners between the top and second row of boxes. The two left-most box corners are the actual targets - the right two marks in that row are alignment marks (one on either side of a small tattoo in the center of my chest). The light burn is remarkably precisely contained within the field (even more remarkable, since I had penciled in the top line, not realizing wha the burn would look like).

The crane at the bottom is a gift from my radiation oncologist (sitting on a shelf in my office). I filled it in on the anniversary of Nagasaki, since it was inspired by the story of the child in Hiroshima who came down with leukemia following the bombing of Hiroshima. She tried to make 1000 paper cranes in order to have a wish granted (Japanese legend). The stories are unclear as to whether she finished before her death - or her classmates finished after she died.

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Done! (Original Post) Ms. Toad Aug 2016 OP
GREAT!!! PennyK Aug 2016 #1
Wonderful drawing and story. alfredo Aug 2016 #2
Nice drawing! Great news!! Solly Mack Aug 2016 #3
Congratulations! I didn't know they still made marks on the patient. Jim Lane Aug 2016 #4
Perhaps different location - or a different kind of cancer. Ms. Toad Aug 2016 #5
You Did Well!!! And your drawing is fantastic ... slipslidingaway Aug 2016 #6

PennyK

(2,302 posts)
1. GREAT!!!
Thu Aug 25, 2016, 11:41 PM
Aug 2016

Your art is an inspiration, and I'm happy to hear it doesn't sound as though you incurred too much damage.
You've been a step or two ahead of me and I really appreciate the insight into what's ahead.

alfredo

(60,071 posts)
2. Wonderful drawing and story.
Fri Aug 26, 2016, 12:44 AM
Aug 2016

There's a book I love called "The Paper Crane." It's a young adult book, but that doesn't matter.

Congrats for graduating from Radiation.

 

Jim Lane

(11,175 posts)
4. Congratulations! I didn't know they still made marks on the patient.
Fri Aug 26, 2016, 02:05 PM
Aug 2016

My treatment was different, I guess because they needed to bombard my eye. They molded a mask of my face and made all the marks on the mask. Then each day when I showed up (two days of prep and 17 days of zapping), they fitted the mask to my face and used that to guide the radiation.

There were no marks on me at all, which is my excuse for not creating any cool artwork. That, and a total lack of talent.

About Sadako Sasaki, the Hiroshima girl, have you ever heard Fred Small's song about her, "Cranes over Hiroshima"?

"This is our cry/This is our prayer/Peace in the world...."





Ms. Toad

(34,072 posts)
5. Perhaps different location - or a different kind of cancer.
Fri Aug 26, 2016, 04:01 PM
Aug 2016

They molded a "pillow" so I would be in exactly the same position every day. A body mask woudl be considerably larger and more complex. (I'm relatively small - but all of the women getting radiation the same time as I did were considerably larger than I am.)

Zentangle is designed to be created stroke by stroke, so it doesn't require talent - just an ability to make one stroke at a time.

Thanks for the song! I hadn't heard it before.

slipslidingaway

(21,210 posts)
6. You Did Well!!! And your drawing is fantastic ...
Sat Aug 27, 2016, 12:54 AM
Aug 2016

I understand what you are saying about 'getting off lightly' but this was not an easy journey, so pat your self on the back and take another step forward!



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