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(149,719 posts)I gather it was unexpected, and that is horrifying. Even if he'd been ill, the shock is there.
I am so very sorry. Please take care of yourself. Cry when you need to...
<----these are for you.
I hope he didn't suffer.
snappyturtle
(14,656 posts)uppityperson
(115,681 posts)ohheckyeah
(9,314 posts)an amazing man, difficult but good and loving.
uppityperson
(115,681 posts)TeeYiYi
(8,028 posts)...I'm so sorry for your loss.
I'm watching my parents struggle; dying by inches. They're 82 and 83; it's only a matter of time. :/
TYY
Major Nikon
(36,827 posts)I know what you're going through.
Take care.
Angry Dragon
(36,693 posts)ohheckyeah
(9,314 posts)He had congestive heart failure and was starting to go down hill. He died in his sleep. I can't imagine a world without him. I hate that I didn't see him last week as I wasn't doing well. At least the last time I saw him he saw me walk with a cane and that made him happy.
elleng
(131,153 posts)Sorry it happened in a shocking way. Have had several deaths in the past years, and the shocking ones are the worst.
Know we are with you, ohheckyeah.
Curmudgeoness
(18,219 posts)It is never easy to lose someone we love. Apparently, this was unexpected, and that is the worst. I hope you find peace.
nadinbrzezinski
(154,021 posts)Terra Alta
(5,158 posts)You and your family are in my thoughts.
ohheckyeah
(9,314 posts)The last real close death was my Dad's mom back in 1971.
I go from crying to shock.
alfredo
(60,077 posts)mnhtnbb
(31,405 posts)Sending you a cyberhug.
ohheckyeah
(9,314 posts)all the hugs I can get.
angstlessk
(11,862 posts)It was the only time my knees gave out on me and I collapsed to the floor in grief.
ohheckyeah
(9,314 posts)you didn't get more time with him. That sucks.
I tell myself I should just be grateful for all the time we had, and I am but death sucks. He would have been 89 in August. I guess there is no good time to lose a parent.
angstlessk
(11,862 posts)They are our protectors and advocates, once they are gone security seems less assured.
Skittles
(153,202 posts)I remember thinking how that would be super tough, losing a parent when you're still in high school
TeeYiYi
(8,028 posts)...
TYY
Solly Mack
(90,787 posts)Sending you love and hugs.
Mira
(22,380 posts)It hurts so much that the only thing you can do is roll with it until slowly it gets a little better. I know how it breaks your heart.
Hoppy
(3,595 posts)Words don't make up for any of it but just know that we are here for you in spirit.
NV Whino
(20,886 posts)handmade34
(22,758 posts)ohheckyeah
(9,314 posts)pretty private with my feelings but I have to say this hurts beyond anything.
applegrove
(118,815 posts)Adsos Letter
(19,459 posts)I remember when my mom died and how that felt to me. No words from any stranger could possibly ease the pain you are going through, but please know that I hope that you find some measure of comfort as you pass through this anguish.
ohheckyeah
(9,314 posts)Skittles
(153,202 posts)ohheckyeah
(9,314 posts)knowing that.
barbtries
(28,811 posts)it sounds as if it was unexpected. that happened to me when my dad was 49 and i was 13. it was a very hard time. condolences.
ohheckyeah
(9,314 posts)I'm sorry you lost your dad at such a young age.
Blue_In_AK
(46,436 posts)brer cat
(24,616 posts)It is very hard to lose a parent.
bluedigger
(17,087 posts)csziggy
(34,138 posts)It's always hard losing a loved one. If you're having a hard time, find someone to talk to. Grief counselors can be very helpful with dealing with this time. I went to one after my Dad died in August of 2013 and she helped me get back on track and also helped me handle family problems that blew up during his last illness.
My thoughts will be with you.
ohheckyeah
(9,314 posts)about the grief counselor. I'm prone to depression and anxiety as it is and the stroke had me depressed already.
csziggy
(34,138 posts)Even if you aren't prone to it. I don't know if you're working or what your insurance setup is, but see if counseling can be covered. When Dad died my husband was still working and his insurance covered the counselor completely. There may be community resources to guide you to where you can get help.
I'm thinking of going back to the counselor. Mom is failing - she broke her hip and her dementia is much worse. It's hard seeing her this way.
ohheckyeah
(9,314 posts)recovering from a stroke so I'm not working. I've had complcations with my recovery. My deductible is $4000 so we will have to pay for counseling.
It's
csziggy
(34,138 posts)For help of all sorts. If you can get through they can refer you to someplace that can help.
Or go to http://www.211.org/
There is help available - the hard part is finding it.
ohheckyeah
(9,314 posts)out. Thank you very much.
CC
(8,039 posts)Sending wishes for comfort and healing for you and the family. Hugs too. Lots of hugs.
Mz Pip
(27,453 posts)Losing a parent is so very hard. Take care.