What dreams do you have that will never come true but you dream anyway.... I dream of living

[applegrove]

in a cottage in the country with big working dogs like Great Pyrenes, Bouviers, or Newfoundlanders. I want a big rock garden there. It would be near a city. I'll never be able to afford such a place. I can no longer drive. I'm too lazy to be a homeowner on these ptsd drugs. On so many levels it will not happen. But I keep dreaming it.

[jp11]

1. I'll never give up until I die.

But I'm not so sure I'll ever rule a community I founded with my billions where I recreate society in a more communal and environmentally friendly atmosphere while being self sufficient, sort of like "The Village" but with technology and me as a kind of beloved dictator.