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Related: Editorials & Other Articles, Issue Forums, Alliance Forums, Region ForumsHe Was Grieving Over The Death Of His Best Friend, Until An Old Man Told Him THIS. Mind Blown.
I'm old. What that means is that I've survived (so far) and a lot of people I've known and loved did not.
I've lost friends, best friends, acquaintances, co-workers, grandparents, mom, relatives, teachers, mentors, students, neighbors, and a host of other folks. I have no children, and I can't imagine the pain it must be to lose a child. But here's my two cents...
I wish I could say you get used to people dying. But I never did. I don't want to. It tears a hole through me whenever somebody I love dies, no matter the circumstances. But I don't want it to "not matter". I don't want it to be something that just passes. My scars are a testament to the love and the relationship that I had for and with that person. And if the scar is deep, so was the love. So be it.
Scars are a testament to life. Scars are a testament that I can love deeply and live deeply and be cut, or even gouged, and that I can heal and continue to live and continue to love. And the scar tissue is stronger than the original flesh ever was. Scars are a testament to life. Scars are only ugly to people who can't see.
As for grief, you'll find it comes in waves. When the ship is first wrecked, you're drowning, with wreckage all around you. Everything floating around you reminds you of the beauty and the magnificence of the ship that was, and is no more. And all you can do is float. You find some piece of the wreckage and you hang on for a while. Maybe it's some physical thing. Maybe it's a happy memory or a photograph. Maybe it's a person who is also floating. For a while, all you can do is float. Stay alive.
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He Was Grieving Over The Death Of His Best Friend, Until An Old Man Told Him THIS. Mind Blown. (Original Post)
Uncle Joe
Aug 2015
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mahina
(17,669 posts)1. That's the best I've ever read on grieving. Thank you for posting.
3catwoman3
(24,007 posts)2. Exceptionally...
...eloquent.
tabasco
(22,974 posts)3. Powerful and touching exposition.
Much truth and wisdom.
mmonk
(52,589 posts)4. Thanks Uncle Joe.
brer cat
(24,578 posts)5. Thank you, Uncle Joe.
I found out today that I have lost another friend. One more scar. It helps to reflect on this tonight.
blackspade
(10,056 posts)6. Very cool.
Thanks.
Skittles
(153,169 posts)7. "...or landing at O'Hare"
I last saw both my father and brother at O'Hare
snagglepuss
(12,704 posts)8. if the scar is deep, so was the love
A beautiful line in a staggeringly beautiful piece. Thanks for posting. Bkmrkd.
madokie
(51,076 posts)9. Beautiful
continued:
'For a while, all you can do is float. Stay alive.'
In the beginning, the waves are 100 feet tall and crash over you without mercy. They come 10 seconds apart and don't even give you time to catch your breath. All you can do is hang on and float. After a while, maybe weeks, maybe months, you'll find the waves are still 100 feet tall, but they come further apart. When they come, they still crash all over you and wipe you out. But in between, you can breathe, you can function. You never know what's going to trigger the grief. It might be a song, a picture, a street intersection, the smell of a cup of coffee. It can be just about anything...and the wave comes crashing. But in between waves, there is life.
Somewhere down the line, and it's different for everybody, you find that the waves are only 80 feet tall. Or 50 feet tall. And while they still come, they come further apart. You can see them coming. An anniversary, a birthday, or Christmas, or landing at O'Hare. You can see it coming, for the most part, and prepare yourself. And when it washes over you, you know that somehow you will, again, come out the other side. Soaking wet, sputtering, still hanging on to some tiny piece of the wreckage, but you'll come out.
Take it from an old guy. The waves never stop coming, and somehow you don't really want them to. But you learn that you'll survive them. And other waves will come. And you'll survive them too.
If you're lucky, you'll have lots of scars from lots of loves. And lots of shipwrecks.
Initech
(100,081 posts)10. I lost a coworker earlier this year.
Heart attack. 52 years old. It happened while he was at the gym. He used to be the healthiest guybin the room too. Our office hasn't been the same. He was a pretty integral part of the company and had been here for over 20 years. That is good to see something like that, it puts things in perspective.
Xyzse
(8,217 posts)11. Thanks.
Why do I have to be so emotional lately?
Ugh.
ohheckyeah
(9,314 posts)12. Thanks for posting.
The waves are still crashing.
Stardust
(3,894 posts)13. Very beautiful. The longer we live, the more we lose.