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I am so overwhelmed by the outpouring of love for my beloved JeffR, and the good wishes expressed by all towards myself and our family.
Jeffs illness was short-lived. It began with a backache in January, which persisted and worsened. I finally convinced him to attend at an ER at the end of March for tests. The backache turned out to be a malignant tumour on his kidneys. The cancer was particularly aggressive, and spread quickly inoperable and incurable.
In the seven weeks from diagnosis to his passing, we spent our last days together watching our favourite TV shows, catching up on new movies, discussing politics and, of course, talking and laughing. We stayed focused on the fact that although our time together was coming to an end, we were grateful for the twenty-two years wed shared in the kind of loving relationship some people never experience for even a single day of their lives.
Typical of Jeff, even some of our closest friends were not told of his condition because he didnt want to be a bother to anyone. They have better things to do than worry about me.
Jeff was a skilled writer, an exceptional musician/composer, a gifted photographer but his greatest talent was his ability to make people laugh, and his appreciation of those who made others laugh knew no bounds.
It was that admiration that led to his creation of the DUzy Awards. He felt that there were so many truly witty people here on DU, they should be recognized for their ability to find the laughter lurking behind the often ludicrous mayhem that is our political system. Putting the DUzies together each week took time and effort but it was a labour of love. There were countless times he had to step away from the computer to compose himself, because he was laughing too hard to see straight. So a heartfelt thanks to all of you who brought so much laughter into his life.
When Jeff was hospitalized in his final days, too weak to use a computer, he would invariably ask: So whats the outrage-de-jour on DU? I would then recount the funniest posts of the day, to which he would respond, Well, theres a DUzy!
I am particularly grateful to my dear friend DFW for sharing our sad news with our DU friends: http://www.democraticunderground.com/?com=view_post&forum=1018&pid=763119
To Manny Goldstein for recognizing that Jeff was a person who could dislike a person's thoughts, but not dislike the person behind it a concept that too many of us fail to grasp and embrace.
http://www.democraticunderground.com/10026714394
When I was alerted to both of the above posts, I could hear Jeff saying: Oh, so now I make it to the top of the Greatest Page? Hmmm
Also to Solly Mack for her tribute to Jeffs contribution to the Photography Group:
http://www.democraticunderground.com/103642826
And to NYC-SCP for initiating Jeffs inclusion on DUs In Memoriam Page:
http://www.democraticunderground.com/10026716287
And to Skinner, who commuted my time out sentence to time served, so that I could post this message.
I would ask your indulgence as I digress here to say something I know Jeff would want me to share
When Jeffs condition was known to be terminal, his doctors cautiously broached the subject of parts of his body being used for cancer research purposes after death. They hadnt even finished the sentence before Jeff said, Duh! Of course! Talk about your classic no-brainer!
When I signed the consent forms after Jeffs passing, I was thanked profusely by the medical team who put this particular cancer research project in place. They explained that so few people are willing to make this type of donation.
Should you ever find yourself in a position to consent to such a donation on behalf of a deceased loved one, I would urge you to think about what might be learned, what might be gained, what might lead to a break-through in treating cancer or hopefully curing it, somewhere down the line.
Jeffs final words on the topic were, If it can help just one person, isnt that incentive enough?
He was the love of my life, my beshert, my best bud, my true companion, my partner-in-crime, my Knight in Shining Armour, and everything else one can ever hope to find in this life.
I thank you all again for your kindness, and for putting aside political considerations in order to express appreciation for a man whose positions you might not have agreed with, but who you respected nonetheless.
--- Nance
hrmjustin
(71,265 posts)riderinthestorm
(23,272 posts)Jeff
Beaverhausen
(24,472 posts)I always enjoyed his posts whether I agreed or not. We will all miss him.
mcar
(42,376 posts)This is a beautiful tribute to Jeff.
Solly Mack
(90,787 posts)Still, damn.
lovemydog
(11,833 posts)Warmest condolences to you NanceGreggs.
PeaceNikki
(27,985 posts)Autumn
(45,120 posts)My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
leftofcool
(19,460 posts)MineralMan
(146,333 posts)I will always remember my first DUZY.
treestar
(82,383 posts)I didn't know he was behind the DUzy's! They were always fun.
awoke_in_2003
(34,582 posts)Stopped for a while, came back, but I think it just became too much (if I remember correctly). Several others tried to pick it back up, but Jeff was a hard act to follow.
octoberlib
(14,971 posts)allan01
(1,950 posts)demmiblue
(36,898 posts)RIP, JeffR.
SoapBox
(18,791 posts)A warm and wonderful post.
stevenleser
(32,886 posts)I didn't know him but it sounds like he was a really special guy.
MoonRiver
(36,926 posts)OKNancy
(41,832 posts)I really love you Nance. I love your writing and thoughts.
You were BOTH lucky people to have found each other.
awoke_in_2003
(34,582 posts)The other was on another great DUer's (Omaha Steve) thread. http://www.democraticunderground.com/10026716119
H2O Man
(73,623 posts)to learn of your loss -- and of the larger community's, as well.
I have always liked and respected JeffR. I will continue to think very highly of him.
There really aren't any words ....I'm going to walk out to the solitude of my pond, and have a fire this evening. I'll begin preparations for a ceremony at my lodge there, hidden behind some nice trees, tomorrow.
Your friend,
Patrick
etherealtruth
(22,165 posts)Blue_In_AK
(46,436 posts)You have my deepest sympathy.
Lars39
(26,116 posts)JeffR will be greatly missed by so many. I'm really glad you two had those last weeks together.
yewberry
(6,530 posts)Thank you for reaching out and sharing. He was loved here, and will be remembered.
SalviaBlue
(2,918 posts)greatauntoftriplets
(175,752 posts)He will be missed.
malaise
(269,187 posts)I can imagine your pain - thanks for that amazing post nance
quickesst
(6,283 posts)I am sorry for your loss.
quickesst, no, make that Steve
Rex
(65,616 posts)We agreed on some things, on others we disagreed. No matter what, he was a great writer just like you are. I am so sorry for his loss to this world and to you as well. He will be sorely missed.
madfloridian
(88,117 posts)joanbarnes
(1,723 posts)GoCubsGo
(32,095 posts)I will miss him, too. I enjoyed his posts, especially the DUzies.
Raine1967
(11,589 posts)<3 that is all.
Fumesucker
(45,851 posts)Hekate
(90,835 posts)MissDeeds
(7,499 posts)Peace, comfort and healing to you, Nance.
Egnever
(21,506 posts)This was the first message I saw when logging on today. I haven't been on for a couple of days. I am so sorry to hear about this Nance! I am sure there is nothing I can say to make you feel any better. So I will just say you were both loved by many here and you will continued to be loved by many. I know that must be little comfort right now but I have no words to really express how sorry I am at his passing.
He will be missed.
I hope you can smiles again soon it sounds like he would have wanted that more than anything.
wellstone dem
(4,460 posts)I had some really down times for a while, and reading the DUZY's made me laugh, when not much did. And then I got one of my own.
A generous, kind man has passed. The world is a bit dimmer for the loss. May those of us he touched, shine brighter for him.
barbtries
(28,811 posts)a lovely eulogy. he will be missed.
eridani
(51,907 posts)GeoWilliam750
(2,522 posts)Peacetrain
(22,879 posts)John and I are so so sorry Nancy.. Words fail us both.. I wish there was a way to reach out and hug you.. but just know we are thinking of you.. John and Emily the Peacetrains..
Warren DeMontague
(80,708 posts)ucrdem
(15,512 posts)Thanks Nance.
villager
(26,001 posts)These losses are tough - no less so because each life is marked by them
But I'm glad JeffR's memory can serve to remind us that most times kindness is the most subversive "political stance" of all...
bravenak
(34,648 posts)Agony
(2,605 posts)All the best to you and yours as we all celebrate how Jeff represents the best of humanity even as we experience the pain of loss.
The ebb and flow of that pain through time is what makes us human
When we respond to that pain with empathy and understanding for others we grow to fill the universe.
Take care.
Agony
likesmountains 52
(4,098 posts)Number23
(24,544 posts)And you know that I say that about few if ANY posters here. And I definitely hold you in the same esteem as well.
God's blessings to you and your family and I hope that the grief of Jeff's passing is tempered by the knowledge that he was one seriously kick ass guy. You were so lucky to have one another.
icymist
(15,888 posts)A great DUer and era has passed.
Andy823
(11,495 posts)I read many of his posts and liked what he had so say. Again I am sorry for your loss.
onehandle
(51,122 posts)Distracted by the fact you were on 'time out' due to a badly designed system.
But I digress...
He will be missed.
Marrah_G
(28,581 posts)I cannot imagine the grief you are feeling. Jeff seemed like a really great guy.
-Marrah
MerryBlooms
(11,773 posts)I know the same loss.
I was 37 and had two teen sons.
My heart and prayers are with you.
daleanime
(17,796 posts)riverbendviewgal
(4,254 posts)It is so sad that the love of your life, your soul mate, the one who made you laugh has passed on, too soon.
I can only say the deep hole will get less deep. It is like a new skin will slowly grow but it will be different. You have many friends on DU who will be there for you, and most of all remember your beloved Jeff.
WilliamPitt
(58,179 posts)I am so sorry.
Bobbie Jo
(14,341 posts)I'm so sorry, sweetie.
Your Jeff was truly one of a kind. I am honored to have known him here, and he will always be part of this place for me.
Love you....
bleever
(20,616 posts)And so much of it in the midst of anger and despair.
He brought light to my life, and trading jokes with him is one of my fondest memories of DU. His kindness and humor made DU a different community than it would have been without him.
Peace to you, Nance.
KT2000
(20,588 posts)what a lovely tribute to a very special person.
My condolences to you and all. Peace.
greatlaurel
(2,004 posts)Thank you for taking the time to post this beautiful tribute to share with us at a time of tremendous pain.
Take care of yourself.
panader0
(25,816 posts)you two are in my thoughts. Adios Jeff.
CrispyQ
(36,527 posts)FailureToCommunicate
(14,023 posts)I got a DUzy or two in my time and did not know the provenance of them from Jeff. Nice.
May he rest in peace, and may you find some peace and rest.
--F2C
Oh, and...cancer sucks.
shenmue
(38,506 posts)LiberalEsto
(22,845 posts)My deep condolences.
bigtree
(86,005 posts)...wherever you appeared on this forum, Jeff was almost always right there by your side; echoing your thoughts, defending your pov. I love you both and am so sad to realize the void that will be left without Jeff's voice beside your own. My wife and I have you both in our thoughts tonight. Take care of yourself.
BainsBane
(53,072 posts)and I think it's wonderful that you are able to reflect on what a beautiful life you had with JeffR.
Cha
(297,728 posts)I've been thinking about you and Jeff and how you are since yesterday. And, here you are letting us know in your own inimitable style. Your strength is inspiring, Nance. Thank you so much for telling us what happened and describing so compellingly what a wonderful legacy Jeff has left to treasure.
You two are so fortunate to have found each other and enjoy the time you had on this Earth together.
My heart goes out to you and all who love Jeff.
Mnemosyne
(21,363 posts)I am so terribly sorry, Nance. How lucky you both were to have each other so long.
n2doc
(47,953 posts)cbayer
(146,218 posts)for writing this and loving Jeff so well.
I just want to add this:
helderheid
(38,039 posts)He was one of a kind. I have no words.
babylonsister
(171,094 posts)So many of us were so shocked when we heard about Jeff, I imagine you are inconsolable, but here you are, being Nance, a lady I love. I adore you both, but you know that. I wish I could just give you a hug, my dear. {{{{HUGS}}}}
Mira
(22,380 posts)my heartfelt condolences. Thank you for taking some of your grieving time to allow us to know what happened, it was a shock and blow to the DU community, and knowing is always better than blind speculation.
I hope it did you some good to write.
I will always miss Jeff and be grateful for his kindness and grace.
He was a class act.
I wish you that the blanket of pain will lift when you are ready.
The Velveteen Ocelot
(115,869 posts)irisblue
(33,034 posts)I am so sorry for your loss.
awoke_in_2003
(34,582 posts)He gave me many smiles. I won quite a few DUzys myself, and thanks to your post at least I know I gave him a chuckle or two.
I was planning on getting cremated, but I think I may change that now. Take care Nance- we love you.
Ruby the Liberal
(26,219 posts)I am so sorry for your loss. Jeff was the first to welcome me when I was brand new here and I never forgot that.
salin
(48,955 posts)both due to our (virtual) loss, as well as in appreciation of having been privy to, via DU, JeffR's humor and recognition of absurdity, and to the depth of the reciprocally enriching relationship between you and JeffR.
Sending deep felt condolences.
MuseRider
(34,125 posts)I thought Jeff a great guy and talented. After reading this I do sincerely believe he is resting peacefully in whatever comes next, waiting for you. Be well Nance. Your tribute is lovely. I am so sorry.
TNNurse
(6,929 posts)but I can say this is one of the loveliest descriptions of a life well lived and of a great love that I have ever encountered. Clearly your life together was a special one. I am sorry it ended too soon.
AtomicKitten
(46,585 posts)Jeff's generous donation will save lives. Thank you.
frazzled
(18,402 posts)I know that the artistic and human talents he shared with others over the years will live on in the world in the hearts and minds of all those he touched.
I didn't know him, but your description resonated deeply. My husband, too, was diagnosed with cancer in March and was quickly hospitalized; and although the first six weeks were a nightmare, I now have hope that I will be able to share more time with him. Nothing makes you take stock of the deep love you have for another than the thought of losing it. I hope the pain of that loss will not endure, and that knowledge of the special life you shared together will buoy you through the months to come.
I'm so very sorry.
dixiegrrrrl
(60,010 posts)and am in awe of the relationship you and Jeff had.
so very sorry it had to come to this end.
NYC_SKP
(68,644 posts)You and Jeff meant and still mean so much to this community.
Katashi_itto
(10,175 posts)お悔やみ申し上げます
WillyT
(72,631 posts)We forget sometimes... when we fight... that we also forget to love.
Thank you for that...
JeffR was a badass... as are You...
Yet sometimes... during sword fights over the issues we differ on...
We forget the promise of a challenger... the validation of a worthy opponent...
The fact that we have people who care about what we think... who we are... how we want to improve the situation for EVERYBODY.
I won't see the Utopian Dream in my lifetime, but you and JeffR contributed to the building of it.
Peace...
City Lights
(25,171 posts)Peace to you.
mountain grammy
(26,656 posts)I got a DUzy once and was so proud. Jeff will be missed by all.
Loki
(3,825 posts)Your love for each other will always be, it will always comfort and guide you. Peace be with you Nance.
Lee
Jackpine Radical
(45,274 posts)sharp_stick
(14,400 posts)who spends a lot of time working on strange cancers, thank you, and especially Jeff, for the gift given following his passing.
It will not be wasted, that I can promise even if I never find myself working directly with his gift.
I wish I had the opportunity to meet him in real life his posts were always a highlight. The 3 or 4 times I was honored with a DUzy were high points in my history on DU.
annabanana
(52,791 posts)There is a tough stretch of road ahead of you for awhile. Please don't hesitate to PM me anytime. My best and dearest left me just about a year ago and I have appreciated some of the kind hearts and support in the bereavement forum.
http://www.democraticunderground.com/?com=forum&id=1234
AuntPatsy
(9,904 posts)Crabby Appleton
(5,231 posts)RIP Jeff
rurallib
(62,451 posts)pretty much says it all.
Thanks so much for sharing that story.
Peace.
Kingofalldems
(38,487 posts)Bless you.
Bonhomme Richard
(9,000 posts)Gidney N Cloyd
(19,847 posts)Reading your words here I just know Jeff must have cherished his time together with you.
MADem
(135,425 posts)You probably already know that the pain does ease though the loss is always felt.
Right now, though, it's probably no small degree of numbness and disbelief. If you just want to yammer, let me know.
ChisolmTrailDem
(9,463 posts)LoisB
(7,234 posts)a long time to come.
uppityperson
(115,681 posts)community and for helping others.
sheshe2
(83,933 posts)Thank you so much for sharing with us. Hold on tight to those memories.
My thoughts are with you and all those that loved JeffR.
Peace to you all, my friend.
Luv ya Nance.
virgdem
(2,127 posts)A beautiful tribute to your beloved. May Jeff RIP.
joshcryer
(62,276 posts)vanlassie
(5,691 posts)Sheepshank
(12,504 posts)To experience life with a person so very cool. Nance, you are in my thoughts
Unknown Beatle
(2,672 posts)and as such, I feel that the passing of a fellow brother DUer, especially one so talented, will be deeply felt by everyone. We all learn from one another and Jeff taught everyone so much about what's right and good that a person of his caliber will be sorely missed.
Rest easy and know that you can take solace in the fact that Jeff is still among us in heart and in spirit.
RIP Jeff
MaggieD
(7,393 posts)It's wonderful that he was so loved.
JohnnyLib2
(11,212 posts)Sympathy to you and all the family, and thanks for honoring him in your own special way.
Paka
(2,760 posts)The loss of a loved one leaves a vacant hole in the heart. It can be filled in time and the pain eased, but the vacancy never goes away completely. Learning to live with it and holding dear the memories of your time together is the best you can do.
840high
(17,196 posts)kentuck
(111,110 posts)No words to express...
morningfog
(18,115 posts)You are each such wonderful people. Be well and I wish for your comfort and peace.
nadinbrzezinski
(154,021 posts)Agschmid
(28,749 posts)And this is so important...
freshwest
(53,661 posts)CaliforniaPeggy
(149,719 posts)My deepest, deepest condolences on the loss of your beloved Jeff...
My heart goes out to you ...
It's so good that Jeff and you agreed on the cancer research. I am not one little bit surprised at your combined generosity. This surely is what it means to be a Liberal...
I hope his soul is smiling over all of us now...
rhett o rick
(55,981 posts)Triana
(22,666 posts)I wish you peace, my friend. He'll always live in your heart and in your memory.
Richard D
(8,779 posts)Such a very special person. I knew him through the photo group mostly. A truly great photographer. A wonderful contributor who supported and helped so many. He is missed.
Deep condolences and heart hugs to you, Nance.
alcibiades_mystery
(36,437 posts)Well done, NanceGreggs. Hat tip to a special fellow. And to you - strength and courage.
nolabear
(41,991 posts)It sounds as though he did. Peace, Nance.
xfundy
(5,105 posts)Relish it, as I'm sure you've done. Realize how lucky you are.
jazzimov
(1,456 posts)Dem2theMax
(9,655 posts)My absolute sympathy to you and all of your family and friends. You and JeffR were, and always will be, favorites of mine here at DU.
I have been a member for years, but rarely post. I'm here every day, and was shocked to read of Jeff's passing.
I wanted to share two things. One, as you wrote that when Jeff was laughing so hard at the DUzy's, on my end, I was always doing the same thing. I would howl with laughter at all he wrote and put together. The DUzy's were the highlight of every week here at DU. That man of yours did good in bringing so much joy to so many people.
Secondly, one day I wandered into the photography group, needing help on restoring a photo. This was back in 2007. I had become involved in genealogy, and a cousin I will never meet in person, she sent me a very damaged photo of my Dad's grandfather and his family. My Dad had never laid eyes on his Grandfather. Jeff volunteered to see what he could do. Jeff took so much time on restoring the photo, it was as though it were a photo of his own family. By the time he was done, the photo looked like it had just been taken, and it was close to 100 years old. Not only did my Dad get to see this photo, but all the cousins back in Kentucky got to see it too. I had cousins on the phone, crying their eyes out, because Jeff brought their family back to them though this now perfect photo. He didn't have to do any of this. But he did, and he went out of his way for me, someone he didn't know other than as a fellow poster at DU. His ability to make us all laugh, that brought him into my heart. What he did with the photo, well, there will always be a very soft spot in my soul for Jeff.
Having lost my parents a few years ago, all I can say is hang on to the love. Hang on to the love and to all the memories of everything that was surrounded by love. The love is forever, and it continues to grow. And hang on to that laughter. It will get you through the hard days, times, moments that will go by. ((((((((And take good care of you.))))))))
Bless you for taking the time to share with all of us, your DU family. We will always be here for you, any time you need us.
You and Jeff have been a blessing to me without your even knowing it.
Much love and sympathy.
Dem2theMax
Warpy
(111,359 posts)I'd add, however, that other things should be donated, like implants like cardiac pacemakers. They're cleaned and used in the developing world for people who would otherwise never be able to afford care.
Thank you for your generosity in donating the body he left behind for research into aggressive renal cancer.
Lifelong Protester
(8,421 posts)sueh
(1,828 posts)blondie58
(2,570 posts)Life just isn't fair. I am so sorry for your loss.
I am donating everything I have- including my brain to the Rocky Mountain MS Center so they can study it to find more out about multiple sclerosis.
Please take care and know that you have many friends here. 🌈
bearssoapbox
(1,408 posts)Thank you for sharing about JeffR. He seems like a wonderful person.
I've enjoyed his posts and now I now know where the DUzy originated.
My condolences and take care NanceGreggs.
SaveOurDemocracy
(4,400 posts)longship
(40,416 posts)For Jeff, and for Nance, both of whomever am a huge fan.
marym625
(17,997 posts)Thank you for sharing so much of yourself and your love for each other in this beautiful post. We are so lucky and honored to have a peek into the love you shared.
Peace
Mary
juajen
(8,515 posts)I am so very sorry for the passing of your dearest love. I wish you strength as you travel the road ahead, for it is fraught with tears, and luckily, laughter. I pray you will have a surplice of the latter and little of the former. You were so close, i'm sure he'll be wiping those tears as quickly as he can. please, keep in touch with all of us, for we love you too.
juajen
(8,515 posts)We should start a place to support and talk to each other. I am so sure that this would be helpful and comforting to those of us who have lost loved ones.
sabrina 1
(62,325 posts)progressoid
(49,999 posts)Strength to you, your family and friends.
merrily
(45,251 posts)Major Hogwash
(17,656 posts)Jeff was pretty cool.
I remember saying something nice about you to him, and that was when he informed me that he was used to it, because he not only got to work with you, he was also your husband.
I thought to myself about what he said for awhile before I responded.
I told him that thought that was really cool, a husband and wife team like you guys joining DU to express yourselves.
There are no words that I can say now that will mean very much during this time of sorrow.
But, know this, it will get better . . someday.
I know that sounds obtuse, but it is true . . someday the pain of his not being there will lessen just a little bit.
And a little bit goes a long way when it involves someone you care so much for, for so long.
Tom Ripley
(4,945 posts)JustAnotherGen
(31,907 posts)To you Nance. I can't imagine the pain at losing someone you love so much.
Pooka Fey
(3,496 posts)I cannot begin to imagine the depth of your grief, right now.
Your tribute to Jeff was so moving, I had to write something. How wonderful that you two were able to find one another, and share so much happiness during your time together on Earth.
rpannier
(24,339 posts)Thinking of you and hoping the best for you in these sad times
boston bean
(36,223 posts)I do remember the DUzies and was happy to make it on the list once!
I'm not known too much here for my humor so it was an honor to have made it!
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family during this difficult time.
rasputin1952
(83,130 posts)All of the years we've been together, shut down at a moments notice. My heart goes out to you, may your pain be fleeting, remember the bet of times. JeffR will always be with you in spirit, he lives on through you...
cwydro
(51,308 posts)He did indeed make us all laugh and see the absurdity that is so often DU.
I loved the DUzys.
sufrommich
(22,871 posts)What a beautiful tribute you've written for him.
Renew Deal
(81,877 posts)I'm sorry to hear about his passing. He was a great DUer. He was funny and the DUzys have become part of the DU lexicon. I hope to see you around here in the future.
TM99
(8,352 posts)backwoodsbob
(6,001 posts)so sorry for your loss.
ClusterFreak
(3,112 posts)DFW
(54,445 posts)But I think the outpouring of sentiment on this thread speaks (or, rather, shouts) for itself.
Small comfort, I know, but it's there for you. WE'RE there for you.
beac
(9,992 posts)It is good to know that he (and you) managed to find joy even as you faced the much-too-soon end. That he was generous even in death is no surprise.
It was my very great honor to get a few DUzys from Jeff and I'll treasure them all the more now.
Yours are the most eloquent on this thread but I hope that every word typed in reply holds you up just a little in this sad time.
-beac
nruthie
(466 posts)The Wizard
(12,549 posts)but these: Stay strong, never give up, and always leave them laughing crying or thinking. But you already know that.
His life was gentle, and the elements
So mixed in him that Nature might stand up
And say to all the world, This was a man.
(Julius Caesar, Act V, sc. v, ll 78 - 80)
mahina
(17,705 posts)Wishing both of you peace. Thank you for telling a little bit of his story. A hui hou.
Puglover
(16,380 posts)and just perfect.
My heartfelt condolences Nance. How wonderful to have found the love of your life, your beshert.
I am lucky to have one of those as well. And when it is time to say farewell to each other I hope we can do it with as much grace as you and your Jeff did.
SidDithers
(44,228 posts)Sid
Spazito
(50,484 posts)when I logged in this morning. My heart goes out to you, Nance, I am so sorry for your loss. I can't find the words to adequately express my thoughts. Be strong, reach out when your strength might wane at times, there will be many who will be there for you.
catbyte
(34,458 posts)From a fellow DUer who also lost her soulmate last year, you have my deepest condolences. You're right, though. We were both lucky to have found and married our very best friend, and that is a very precious and rare thing indeed. Hugs to you.
IVoteDFL
(417 posts)randome
(34,845 posts)I wasn't aware of how much Jeff contributed to this site but he obviously did, too.
Thanks for sharing.
[hr][font color="blue"][center]Treat your body like a machine. Your mind like a castle.[/center][/font][hr]
Diclotican
(5,095 posts)NanceGreggs
Im sorry for your loss Nace - but I do hope you had a great time with Jeffs and that you have good memories about him.
Diclotican
In_The_Wind
(72,300 posts)Thespian2
(2,741 posts)for a thoughtful, beautiful tribute...
Surya Gayatri
(15,445 posts)You were blessed to have had over two decades with such a wonderful partner.
May those memories sustain you through the days, weeks and months ahead.
Thank you for making the effort to let your friends on DU know the situation, even in your personal grief.
Surya
Plucketeer
(12,882 posts)Never easy to lose anyone you care about.
BlancheSplanchnik
(20,219 posts)Truly speechless......
❤
DisgustipatedinCA
(12,530 posts)CaptainTruth
(6,602 posts)My condolences, & may Jeff rest in peace.
heaven05
(18,124 posts)keep soaring. You're free from these bonds.
crim son
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wryter2000
(46,082 posts)My husband also passed quickly from cancer. It's a loss of time we could have had, but it was also a blessing that he didn't suffer.
My condolences. You will get through this.
intheflow
(28,504 posts)And though losing Jeff is tragic, I'm also grateful to know his illness was quick and his suffering relatively short.
He was such a lovely human being. I knew him from the photo group, and always gave such wonderful, encouraging and constructive feedback on my images. I'd completely forgotten he'd started the DUzys all those years ago. And I never knew he and I shared musicianship, that's something I regret not knowing until now. I remember when he posted the photos of your marriage. Hard to imagine anyone looking more deeply in love than he looked that day, than you both looked that day.
Much peace and love to you and the rest of the family.
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bigwillq
(72,790 posts)So very sorry for your loss, Nance.
Cooley Hurd
(26,877 posts)Jeff's mark on DU will be felt for many years to come.
cherokeeprogressive
(24,853 posts)immoderate
(20,885 posts)blm
(113,101 posts)And so do you, dear Nance.
((Lovetoall))
eloydude
(376 posts)My sympathies are with you, and to your family.
May his memory be for a blessing.
I donate plasma - it's my way of honoring my father's passing of AML.
And I am a registered organ donor.
CoffeeCat
(24,411 posts)
and it is amazing that you and Jeff had that rare love and had such happiness, joy and friendship for so many years.
I am so sorry for the loss of Jeff. For you, and for all of DU too.
Thinking of you and sending you loads of comforting light as you grieve this loss.
Jeff will always be remembered on DU! I'm sure there will be many threads to come,
discussing his kindness and what he meant to DU.
His memory will remain alive and well on DU. I hope you will continue to post about
Jeff, share memories or just vent, if you need.
Take gentle care, Nance.
Algernon Moncrieff
(5,790 posts)world wide wally
(21,755 posts)The love you take
Is equal to the love
You make
That is a lot for you
Moostache
(9,897 posts)No words are adequate, but your stirring eulogy encompasses all I hope to ever be remembered for - to have loved and shared that with my wife of 20 years and our family is my lone accomplishment that will live on beyond my years and for Jeff, he had not only the love you eloquently shared with us and him, but he also made thousands of happiness contributions right here.
He will be greatly missed and all of our experiences a little less rich for his passing.
N_E_1 for Tennis
(9,782 posts)NaturalHigh
(12,778 posts)mithnanthy
(1,725 posts)I'm glad you were his loving partner.
Bluenorthwest
(45,319 posts)nt
Jefferson23
(30,099 posts)JEB
(4,748 posts)Buzz Clik
(38,437 posts)Last edited Sun May 24, 2015, 01:34 PM - Edit history (1)
In April 2008 when the Hillary/Obama primary insanity was at full volume, traffic here was so high that DU made the decision to temporarily abolish ignore lists. Jeff and I were in frequent communication about DUzies and other DU craziness, and this decision was really bad news. I lamented, "The worst part is that they shut down the ignore lists, and all the polluters become visible again."
Jeff's classic response: "That always reminds me of, 'When there's no room left in hell, the dead shall walk the earth.'"
He lives on, Nance.
NanceGreggs
(27,819 posts)... for sharing that!
You now have a glimpse into what my life with Jeff was like - imagine living with someone who had those one-liners at-the-ready 24/7.
There was never a day that he didn't make me laugh - multiple times. I cannot begin to recount how many gallons of beverages I spewed across a room due to one of his spontaneous "observations".
It's said that every time you make someone laugh, you add a day to their lives. If that is the case, I am destined to live forever.
lamp_shade
(14,844 posts)Pam
kentuck
(111,110 posts)You are a strong soul. It is enough to give us hope in humanity whenever we can share compassion with one another. Thank you.
NewJeffCT
(56,829 posts)you have my sympathy.
DonCoquixote
(13,616 posts)that I never knew, I see how people sincerely react to the passing. When they tell me of the stuff he or she did, I go and say "I really wish i knew that person.."
Based on you, I really wish i knew Jeff. All I can offer is an attempt to follow his example.
Are_grits_groceries
(17,111 posts)"But the ending always comes at last
Endings always come too fast
They come too fast but they pass to slow
He loved you and that's all I know
When the singer's gone
Let the song go on"
-from All I Know by Art Garfunkel
Take care of yourself Nance Greggs!
BumRushDaShow
(129,543 posts)and I mourn your loss like so many others here. He will be missed but will most certainly live on through every DUzy post that appears on the board.
Dems to Win
(2,161 posts)I'm so sorry for your loss.
noiretextatique
(27,275 posts)To you and your loved ones
AikidoSoul
(2,150 posts)His contributions are significant.
This was a man capable of deep thinking and of love.
So rare in our times.
Love to you Nance. May you feel his spirit with you always.
protect our future
(1,156 posts)Raster
(20,998 posts)alarimer
(16,245 posts)susanr516
(1,425 posts)I spent many evenings laughing until I cried while reading the DUzy awards threads. RIP, JeffR.
demtenjeep
(31,997 posts)Sometimes it just isn't fair.
countingbluecars
(4,766 posts)I am so sorry for your loss.
Liberal_in_LA
(44,397 posts)Warren Stupidity
(48,181 posts)And the fact that you were serving a stupid ass time out is ridiculous.
countryjake
(8,554 posts)There aren't many good words to say on these innertubes when mourning such a loss, but this tribute you've created here is so special...I thank you for taking the time to bring us, this chaotic DU community, some comfort and the chance to share in your grief.
The one thing I can keenly remember about Jeff is how disappointed, yet gracious, he was when so many of us who had our hopes pinned on Kucinich realized that it was never to be. He said something polite and witty about the kerfuffle twixt the other candidates' supporters, making me, myself, realize that we could all tear ourselves apart over who we thought should become a candidate, scream, shout, and type hateful screeds, even, but in the end, most of us really were on the same side, simply wishing our nation a better place for all.
Wishing you strength and sending great big cyber hugs to you, Nance.
GoneOffShore
(17,341 posts)I just read this, haltingly with tears, to Mrs GoS.
Thank you Nance, for this lovely tribute and your always wise words.
pacalo
(24,721 posts)Prism
(5,815 posts)I'm glad you were able to have that time together, however brief, before his passing.
Ninga
(8,277 posts)kanda
(175 posts)This is a wonderful tribute to him and to the love you shared. It's wonderful that you found each other and were together, but don't we always wish it were longer. My deepest condolences. Wishing you peace in your heart.
trumad
(41,692 posts)NanceGreggs
(27,819 posts)... to all have posted here.
Again, I am overwhelmed by your kindness.
progressoid
(49,999 posts)and feeling like part of this (DU) family.
Condolences for your loss Nance.
Kali
(55,025 posts)femmocrat
(28,394 posts)my deepest, heart-felt sympathy to you and your family, Nance.
vixengrl
(2,686 posts)I remember his posts. He had a keen wit but not a mean one. I loved when he was compiling the DUzy's because so many people got represented and that showed how he cared about the unique atmosphere this forum can have and "got" what we created as a group. He had a unique perspective and a good one.
LongTomH
(8,636 posts)My thoughts are with you and your family.
MrMickeysMom
(20,453 posts)Thank you for sharing it. Much comfort to you.
FourScore
(9,704 posts)When I first started posting on DU many moons ago (as whereismyparty),
JeffR quickly became The Person I Most Wanted To Meet on DU. He was my favorite. There were reasons for this:
(1) He was the DUzy guy. Loved the DUzys. Read them, laughed myself silly over them, and rejoiced if I saw my own posts in them.
(2) His posts had depth, and I always seemed to agree with him.
(3) His photography (my own hobby) was enviable, beautiful, technically superb and artistically perfect. I really kinda hated him for that, as I stared at his photos in awe.
(4) I found out he was a musician. A composer.
(5) I loved it when he commented on my threads.
(6) He was irreverent, in a very charming way.
The guy was perfect.
Then I started reading NanceGregg's posts. She quickly became The Other Person I Most Wanted To Meet on DU. She was my other favorite.There were reasons for this:
(1) She was the editorial gal. Read her posts, laughed myself silly over them, and rejoiced if she responded to one of my comments.
(2) Her posts had depth, and I always seemed to agree with her.
(3) Her writing (my own hobby/profession) was enviable, beautiful, technically superb and artistically perfect. I really kinda hated her for that, as I read her posts with awe.
(4) I am a writer. A very, very good writer. But I could never be as good as NanceGreggs.
(5) I loved it when she commented on my threads.
(6) She was irreverent, in a very charming way.
The woman was perfect.
Then I found out they were married. I smiled and actually said out loud, "Well, what d'ya know...How perfect is that?"
Immediately, they became The Couple I Most Wanted To Meet on DU.
I am so sorry for your loss NanceGreggs. I know you lost the love of your life. The bond, I'm sure, was as close to perfect as one could experience.
And, yes, you were both so fortunate to have that.
CreekDog
(46,192 posts)and my condolences to you Nance.
redwitch
(14,948 posts)Too many people go through life without ever finding what you and Jeff had together. Blessings on him and on you as you learn to go through without him.
akbacchus_BC
(5,704 posts)You have great friends on here who will support you as you grieve and come to grips with your loss of Jeff.
I have an idea how you feel, my son (a son in law) who was 33 years old, coping with depression, felt he had to go and took his life on December 2, 2014. Since then our lives have turned 360 degrees. Had a service in Seattle for him in December and then another for the family in May, who are in Nebraska.
I cannot begin to explain how much it is to feel so much pain when a loved one passes away!
Stay strong Nance!
suffragette
(12,232 posts)SoCalDem
(103,856 posts)Jeff was a truly good-guy..sharp as a tack with a blistering wit. He will be sorely missed. It sucks that he went so quickly, but let me tell you..after my stroke in January, I have pondered my own demise, and I would NOT want to linger, fading away for months/years. I have seen too many of my dear friends struggle mightily and be in constant pain for years, only to suffer some more at the end.
It sounds like you had some time to adjust and to say what needed saying and to enjoy thew time you had left. I'm sure you would have wanted 22 more years, but it sounds like you two made the most of the time you had.
Take care of yourself now, and LET PEOPLE AROUND YOU HELP.. We all shrug off offers of help, because we want to put on the strong face, but you suffered too, and friends/family can take a little of the load off your shoulders..
herding cats
(19,568 posts)I'd like to offer my condolences to you, and all who actually knew the wonderful person that was your husband. He brought light, laughter and joy to many people. Myself included, in some of my most light and laughter deprived years.
I don't have the skill to manipulate words in such a way as to express my thoughts and emotions to you adequately. Just know my thoughts have been with you often since I found out.
Hugin
(33,208 posts)and all of our DU family, Nance.
Really, truth-be-told, it has been people like Jeff who have kept me here for so long and through so much. Without them I don't know where I'd be today.