I am almost the same age as Gaddafi's regime. I was born in 1968, a year before Gaddafi came to power.
The regime in Libya is built on the safety and security of Gaddafi himself. Every aspect of Libyans' lives revolves around him and no one dares to question his orders.
Living in that sort of situation for so long you tend to go with the flow just to be able to achieve basic goals in your life. I joined the Libyan foreign ministry since it included opportunities for self-development: the chance of being posted abroad, of being exposed to other cultures and societies, and of trying to change some stereotypes about Libyans.
But once the uprising occurred, the scene changed and mixed emotions and feelings emerged; feelings of anxiety, doubt, fear and even hope. We weren't sure what to think or expect until the day Gaddafi's son, Saif, appeared on Libyan TV and made his historic speech to the Libyan people and the world.
Saif Gaddafi A speech by Gaddafi's son, Saif, made it clear 'that this man was as crazy and brutal as his father'. Photograph: Reuters Tv/Reuters
http://www.guardian.co.uk/commentisfree/2011/mar/22/gaddafi-brutality-libya-libyan-missionThis was NOT a revolution orchestrated by external forces. Also, check out this video:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x0vChMDuNd0It is incredibly obvious that this is an amateur effort. One of the scenes in the video was similar to a Flickr photo of a bunch of people sitting in a room with laptops - they were architectural students and others finding the freedom to write and express themselves.
One poster here thought it was proof that this was an organized rebellion - nothing could be further from the truth. It was a bunch of people trying out their wings in newly found freedom.