'If only I’d won care of my son’
This week’s custody battle over a boy of 11 brought back bitter memories for Neil Lyndon.
This week’s story of the 11-year-old boy who was ordered by a court – against his own wishes – to go and live with his father will have distressed many people; but I wish the courts had been persuaded nearly 20 years ago to make exactly such an order over my own family’s affairs.
At that time, I was trying to argue that my then wife was demonstrably unfit, largely through drink, to be the parent with care and custody of our young son, even though the boy had allied himself with her. Nightmare years of pain, grief, turmoil, loss, financial expense and – for my son – enduring harm might have been spared if the courts had been open to the arguments and the evidence I was presenting. Instead, my young son was consigned by the courts to be the sole companion and supporter of a mother who was chronically, congenitally incapable of placing his interests before her own.
My wife and I separated in the early Nineties. Our marriage had been in trouble for many years. I had scores of affairs. We had separated for three months a few years earlier over my wife’s ruinous financial imprudence (during that separation she had threatened to take away our son, then aged three, “where you will never find him”). But it was her persistent, uncontrolled drinking that was at the bottom of the final breakdown of the marriage.
It disabled her from working. It blinded her to our financial troubles. And, when she was drunk, she insisted on dragging our little boy – by then aged eight – into our rows, even going so far as to wake him in the middle of the night and haul him out of bed to demand his support. When we separated, I told her that I would never live with her again unless she took steps to control her drinking, faced up to our financial problems, and promised not to involve our son in our troubles.
http://www.telegraph.co.uk/family/6655471/If-only-Id-won-care-of-my-son.html