http://www.aetv.com/listings/episode_details.do?episodeid=369154He has tried to go cold turkey of steroids, but that wasn't the best way to do it for him. They show him going into a doctor getting some help. His testoserone levels are almost zero. He wants to do right. There was one scene where he was at a baseball game (not a major league game, he can't really go there). people asked him for his autograph & picture, and he gladly complied. Then, right after he is served papers because he didn't fulfill his contract for some minor league team. Right after that a little girl asks for an autograph, and he gladly gives it to her and tells her to have a good day. He says his biggest mistake (besides the obvious) was writing "that book." He freely admits his mistakes. His is definitely sincere. He says if he could meet with the players he exposed, he would apologize. He is almost bankrupt. He is trying to correct nhis mistakes, and is trying to correct them as best he can. he wants to get off steroid and go on with his life. There's more. I think he's a whistleblower who got beat down for telling the truth. everybody deserves a second chance, if they're sincere.