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BeachBaby Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Sun Sep-07-08 10:24 PM
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Sometimes I think I'm fooling myself.
I remember the first time I heard the name Barack Obama. I was in Wildwood, NJ, vacationing with my family in August 2004. It happened to be the same week as the DNC - so my husband and I would make sure that we got back to our hotel room by 10pm to watch the speeches. I was tucking my kids into bed when I heard the most beautiful words being spoken - it was a message of hope; of a better way; of bringing America back to what it once used to be. I walked over to the TV and asked my husband who this man is - and I remember his answer: "I didn't catch his name. He's a senator from Illinois". After his absolutely breathtaking speech, I said "If we are ever to see a black president in our lifetimes, we're looking at him. He's the one."

Four years later, and here we are. As a South Jersey resident to neighboring Wilmington, Delaware, I've known of Senator Joe Biden most of my life. He has been a familiar face to anybody who lives in the tri-state region. He's always been known as a "regular guy"; a "people person"; a man who sticks up for the middle class. So not only was I awed by the fact that America spoke up and voiced its collective support for Barack Obama, but also by Senator Obama's choice for running mate. To me, it is a dream team for change - or to better define it, for getting America back to what it once was.

Watching Joe Biden speak of his experiences overseas, and hearing Obama's speech in Germany, only validated my feelings. They are both passionate, well-spoken men, who voice their concerns not only for America, but for the entire globe. They're intelligent and well-read in the various issues that need to be addressed and reckoned with. People around the world have embraced these two men and are as hopeful as we are, that they will soon be taking over the White House - digging in and getting to work on getting America, and the rest of the world, effectively back on track.

Sometimes when I watch coverage of Barack Obama and Joe Biden, together with their wives, I get tears in my eyes and feel hope in my heart. I worked on the Kerry/Edwards campaign, but didn't feel the same level of hope as I do today. But then I remember what happened in November 2004. And November 2000.

Not just one, but TWO stolen elections. Pregnant chads. Hanging chads. Missing ballots. Voters turned away. Diebold errors. Broken voting machines. While there are congressmen who are working to remedy this problem, results aren't happening quickly enough. They are still finding glitches in Diebold; ballots are missing in Florida. We've had years to correct this, and yet we're still being told that the problems exist.

And then I watch the media, and how they spin every interview and speech. I see the polls and wonder if it's true that there are THAT many people who are really stupid enough to think McCain is going to take care of us - or if it's what we've become all-too-familiar with: "Rovian tactics".

Oh, but I want to believe that in a few short months, we will have President Obama and Vice President Biden working hard for us Americans. I truly believe that they want the job - and that they will do it well; but because of recent history, I find myself thinking of that old adage....."Hope for the best, but prepare for the worst".
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DeadEyeDyck Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Sun Sep-07-08 10:26 PM
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1. Hang in there and vote your heart
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BeachBaby Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Mon Sep-08-08 06:19 AM
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15. Thanks for posting
and welcome to DU! :hi:
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gateley Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Sun Sep-07-08 10:27 PM
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2. Beautiful post -
and you speak for many of us. :pals:
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BeachBaby Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Mon Sep-08-08 05:42 AM
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14. Thank you, gateley!
:hi: :hug:
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eleny Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Sun Sep-07-08 10:29 PM
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3. You're among those who are ahead of their time
Stick to your guns and don't let the dopey assholes get you down.

I've been a little down this week but that'll be short lived. I'm 62, have seen too much and will never let the right wing control my feelings.
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firedupdem Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Sun Sep-07-08 10:34 PM
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4. I too get teary eyed and I've never done that before....
you would think with all we're dealing with in this country that this election would be a No Brainer but it looks like we just have to roll up our sleeves and get out the vote. I even have my son making sure all his college aged friends get out to the polls. We can't let them steal this one.
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eleny Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Sun Sep-07-08 11:02 PM
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8. Oh dear!
Just today hubby and I were talking about how since we don't have kids we could easily be among those who just don't care about the next generations. But we're not wired that way. Not religious, either, but we do have a conscience.

There's a lot on our side but there's a shitload on their side and the numbers are growing. I'm preparing myself for a bad outcome to preserve my sanity. But working like heck in my own way and donating.

We just cannot give in. :yourock: And so does your son!
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BeachBaby Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Mon Sep-08-08 08:02 AM
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17. ....
Well, I don't know about being ahead of my time (I'm 39), but I've always been observant to the game of politics.

The last two elections sometimes have me wondering just how many more elections were stolen.

You're 62 years old - so I'm sure you're familiar with the Vietnam War, but more specifically the Gulf of Tonkin incident. It was a huge, big, fat lie from Day One - and I imagine that the lie was created from powers that we may not even know exist.

That's kinda what I'm seeing here. Someone (is it really just Rove?) is pulling strings - and like dominoes, the plan starts from the top and works its way down to the bottom (the voting booths).

You're absolutely correct that the RW shouldn't get us down; but when you're contending with a beast like the govt, and the obscene amount of corruption that envelopes it, it's quite difficult to think that they will "play fair" in this election.

Peace to you - and thanks for posting.
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DemoRabbit Donating Member (554 posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Sun Sep-07-08 10:40 PM
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5. I'm feeling like you are today
...as I worked at my computer with CNN on in the background I found myself cringing more and more hearing Palin and McCain repeat themselves everywhere they go. I already made plans to work from home on Election day and to take the next day off... if we win, if AMERICA wins, I'll be celebrating.

If we lose, and it will be a huge loss for this country, I will be spending the day in bed with the covers pulled over my head.
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BeachBaby Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Sun Sep-07-08 10:45 PM
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6. That's exactly what I did last election.
I had worked hard for Kerry/Edwards, and told my boss that I was taking election day, and the day after, as vacation days. I thought we would be celebrating.

And as I sat up all night, watching the results with my husband, I knew that there would be no celebration. I sat on my couch and cried for a couple hours....took my kids to school....and then went to bed.

I hope I won't be repeating that day in this election. Once was more than enough. And our country can't take anymore.

Thanks for posting, and welcome to DU! :hi:
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DemoRabbit Donating Member (554 posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Sun Sep-07-08 11:57 PM
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13. Here's hoping
to a big celebration on November 5th!
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Bleeding Cubbie Blue Donating Member (105 posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Sun Sep-07-08 10:55 PM
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7. K & R
nt
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Lilyeye Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Sun Sep-07-08 11:04 PM
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9. Keep the Faith.
I really loved your post JerseyGirlDem. I can understand exactly where you are coming from because I got really teary during Obama's speech like never before for a politician. This must be how people felt about MLK and JFK. We just have to keep working and getting folks to see the truth that are truly misinformed. I really hope that this November you will be celebrating along with the rest of us democrats when we will have President Obama and Vice-President Biden.
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Nite Owl Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Sun Sep-07-08 11:06 PM
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10. K&R
You put my feelings into words.
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pklaz96 Donating Member (40 posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Sun Sep-07-08 11:18 PM
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11. Sometimes I think I'm fooling myself.
Your thoughts mirror mine, exactly. Thank you for posting them here. It is comforting to know that so many others share them.

I think we all have times when we read the newspapers, or check the news online, or watch TV, and see only negative reporting of our Candidates and Party, and then feel that our cause is hopeless.

That's exactly what the Republican controlled media wants us to think. What I can't figure out then is - how come so many million of us voted for Obama and Hillary and all the other Democratic candidates in the primaries? What happened to us? Have we all disappeared or decided that McCain/whats her name is the ticket for us? Why are so many people registering for the first time? Are they all voting for the Repukes? Well, if you believe what you read and hear, then I guess they are.

BUT WE KNOW THEY'RE NOT!!!!

Tomorrow, I go to my local Democratic headquarters and sign up to do all I can to be sure that our country truly is saved and Obama and Biden win this election.

Don't let the bastards think they can con us - again. And - remember, it's C-Span from now on, and of course, Democracy Now and Link TV for those of us who have access. No more MSNBC for me. No more of the sponsors for me. I am going to check every purchase from now on, when at all possible, and boycott GE and all its subsidiaries. Funny - MSNBC seemed to be the only outlet that WASN'T EXTREME RIGHT WING. I guess one is one too many.

Go Obama/Biden !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Arugula Latte Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Sun Sep-07-08 11:26 PM
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12. Welcome to DU, pklaz96!
:hi: :toast:
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BeachBaby Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Mon Sep-08-08 02:43 PM
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18. MSNBC's latest move frightens me.
It's a clear indicator of just how far the right-wing will go to achieve their agenda.

Thanks for posting.
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JSK Donating Member (1000+ posts) Send PM | Profile | Ignore Mon Sep-08-08 07:31 AM
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16. Barack will be elected
but he may not win. Republican voting machines, secret software, no paper trail.

I want to "believe" too, but goddam, it's hard. If anyone can do it, Obama can. And I don't care what those fucking 'pukes say -- if he does do it he WILL be the Messiah, at least to me.


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