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I'm convinced I've been under at least passive surveillance by the feds since 1968. I was in high school then, an avid short wave radio listener (built my own Knight Kit recievers) and as short wave listeners are wont to do, I sent letters to overseas stations asking for QSL cards. You write the station saying what you heard at what time of day and what frequency, and they send you a QSL post card confirming that, yes indeed, you DID hear the station and congrats.
Much to my surprise, when I sent Radio Havana, Radio Moscow, and Radio Peking (now Beijing) requests for cards, I not only recieved cards, but a load of propaganda on the virtues of communism, collectivism, the evils of capitalism, and the wanton mayhem caused by US troops during the Vietnam War. Some of the pictures were quite graphic.
I had a blast with the stuff. Soviet descriptions of unjustifiable bombings of civilisn targets in Hanoi, the barbaric use of torture by US troops of Viet Cong suspects, battle successes of the NVA, complete with pictures of downed US jets and captured pilots, and even 2 copies of Mao's "Little Red Book". I took them to my high school to show other students, and we debated what might be fact and what might be propaganda in the stuff that I was getting.
This all came to an end when the Post Office in Lombard, Illinois called me and my mother to a meeting with the postmaster general in Lombard who informed me in no uncertain terms that I was spreading (and thereby implicity endorsing) communist propaganda to my innocent high school peers, and while I wasn't quite guilty of treason, I was being watched, my mail was being monitred, and I had to give him all the literature I'd gotten from the "red menace" or risk being immediately drafted and sent to the firefight zones of Vietnam where my chances of survival were problamatic. I did. Except for one copy of Mao's "Little Red Book" which I used to continue to amuse myself with Mao's great, pithy sayings.
When I got to Cornell University (that hotbed of liberal anti-war sentiment) the campus police told me that (you guessed it) I was being watched. Needless to say, this made both my mother and I furious. I continued to participate in anti-war rallies, where my presence was noted by camera toting federal agents who made no secret of the fact that they were taking photos of posible subversives, revolutionaries, anarchists, draft-dodgers and so on for possible retaliation. Thank God for my 2-S student draft deferment, and my draft lottery number (304) which was so far down the list that my chances of being drafted if I dropped out of school were about zero.
But I'll never forget this blatant attempt by our benificent government to muzzle my rights of free speech, free expression, free exchange of ideas, and the privilige of disagreeing with my government.
Oh yes, I'm sure there's a file on me, complete with accounts of the women I slept with, the pot I smoked, the "communist" meetings I attended, and the continued booklets and phamplets I got from "The Red Menace" describing (as it turns out, with great accuracy) the futility of the US presence in SE Asia, complete with pics of villages that were "destroyed so they couold be "saved"".
Now it's happening all over again, but on a much more blatant, much less secretive way. Your mail is monitored, your phone is tapped, and even if you take part in a group that completely disavows violence even as it protests the carnage in Iraq, you... are... being.. watched.
No, I'm not paranoid. They're really watching me. Little old harmless me whose only acts of civil disobediance; quiet, peaceful opposition to the war in Iraq demands their utmust attention. God, I could be another Terry McVeigh! (hah) And it's not the watching itself that disturbs me. It's the possibiliy I'll be hauled off as a subversive, traitor or worse when my only "crime" is opposing the horrible waste of blood and treaasure in Iraq, a country that had as much to do with 9/11 as Luxembourg, with an arsenal of WMDs to match. Mind you, at NO time was I actively promoting such solutions as offing Nixon and his cabinet, blowing up the capital, or other violent acts of terror and sedition. I simply talked with friends and wrote letters to the Cornell Daily Sun arguing that the Southeast Asian War was futile, could never be won without the complete co-operation of the Vietnamese people, which was impossible, and it was high time to get out and let the Vietnamese sort it out on their own terms.
Which they did. Vietman is now a signficant trading partner with the US (mostly seafood like shrimp) which I wouldn't touch wearing a hazmat suit All it took was one clandestine video of a shrimp farm showing residents dumping their nightsoil pots filled with the days human waste nto the fish farm water where I guess the shrimp found human waste to be very tasteful, indeed. Alabama, which has a threatened shrimp industry, monitors imports, and rejects at least half the product coming from places as varied as Southeast Asia and South America where the farm raised fish (principally tilapia) show high concentrations of human fecal bacteria, as well as antibiotics and other stuff you wouldn't give to your neighbors loud, vicious and probably marginally rabid pit bull.
Yup, I am being watched. Chances are you may be, too. I imagine the watches must be bored to tears.... (oviden's taking out the trash, his wife's balancing the checkbook. Hey, was that a check to DU she just wrote?) But it's the principle of the thing. A legitimate and fair government has no business spying on citizens who might disagree with W and his indefensible invasion of Iraq, but has no intention of taking this issue beyond the vocal and written word.
The evidence leads to the inescapable conclusion that we have neither a legitimate nor a fair government. Only a cabal of evil men bent on destroying freedom, the Constitution, and everything we've come to know and love about a once free country where you didn't face detention or worsse for having the audacity to question your own government's policies.
Keep on rockin' in the free world.
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