Men without humanity
I usually start the day scanning Turkish newspapers on the internet each morning, like many of us do. There's usually not much to read though. But today, a story made me so angry, I laughed out loud. No, that's not a contradiction, laughing is what you do when there is nothing you can do about something so horrible there is no way to accept it.
It is about a 27 year old woman who got raped by burglars climbing through the 3rd floor balcony window. She couldn't stop them, but got up after they ran away and fired her grandfather's rifle after them. The neighbors called the police, who found her in her home.
That's a tragedy, but one that might happen anywhere on earth, unfortunately. What happened later is, I believe, unique to the Middle-Eastern culture.
Because she was raped, her fiancé broke things off saying he couldn't live with it. Then her boss fired her, citing 'performance issues'. She had been working there for three months on a probationary contract, even though she was quite successful at her job there is nothing she can do about it now.
Not that she wants to see those people anymore. She fled the city and moved in with her friend living somewhere else, because she couldn't stand stares and murmurs on top of everything else. She says she feels like everyone is blaming her for what happened.
In all likelihood, they do.
I just want to hunt down and cause great pain for a long, long time to not only those bastards who did this to her, but also to her fiancé and her boss, and everyone who looks at her with disgust, thinking she is now soiled forever. She shouldn't be alone in that house, and since she didn't live with her family she deserved what she got, didn't she? Or maybe she should just shut up after the deed was done, wouldn't that be better?
Then when I'm already so mad, I read something else online, but at the same time, the very same thing. This is from itiraf.com, a website built around the concept of 'confessions', people writing things they can't tell anyone anonymously.
A 29 year old guy writes:
I knew that my wife wasn't a virgin before getting married. I convinced myself and her that it didn't matter. But then... 1. I never slept with her willingly other than the times I was drunk. 2. I do accept her requests for sexual intercourse. But I do it only to have performed my duty, so she won't need anyone else. 3. After each time, I can't get it out of my mind that she experienced this with someone else too. 4. I can't tell anyone what I think and feel. 5. I neither can accept to live like this, nor end my marriage just because of this. 6. My only consolation is we don't have children yet. Maybe someday I will get the courage to end this wrong marriage.
This is what a Turkish man thinks of the person he married by his own will. This is how low a human being can stoop. This is how the majority of men see women in this land.
Incidentally, this is also why teenage girls have oral or anal sex only with their boyfriends in Turkey. So their future husbands can live in their own disgusting insecurity without losing sleep at night. Yay for virginity, huh?
(From my blog,
http://phanja.blogspot.com/2005/08/men-without-humanity.html)
I am still extremely mad, and wanted to share the feeling with you all. What I'm wondering is, is it really unique to Middle Eastern culture as I stated above, or does this kind of thing happen anywhere else?