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Seriously. My husband and I are hermetic homebodies who are very...critical of others. We have two sets of really close friends and none really outside that circle. I think alot of it has to do with the fact that we're not really social creatures. I enjoy going to a bar occasionally, but not EVERY SINGLE NIGHT OF THE WEEK, and that seems to be the trend among people our age in our area---wanna hang out? Great! Meet me at the bar at 8.....groan.
When I was in high school, I really had only one or two female friends at a time, and the rest were boys who were mostly gay, but alot were straight.
I found that I was just able to 'be myself' more around guys than gals. The girls I was around at the time WERE self absorbed. It was all "Call me tomorrow and let me know what you're going to wear to school" ?? what the hell? Why is this important for you to know? Are you going to coordinate your outfit with what everyone else is wearing? How...silly.
I was never a 'girlie girl'---not into clothes, not into hair or makeup or fashions or media or entertainment. I don't want to watch a Julia Roberts dramedy, no matter HOW hot the lead actor is. I don't WANT to go to the mall for 4 hours every Saturday--it's boring. It's the SAME MALL that it was last week, and the week before, and the same mall that it will be the week after next.
That doesnt' mean that I'm incapable of having female friends, or that I shun other females in a stereotypical "oh god..a woman..she must be into shopping or something" way. I just find that I can be more myself around either males or married/long term couples. Of course, I'm married, so I find it much more entertaining to be around someone our age (early 30's) that's in a stable relationship than I do being around someone who's in their early 20's, still dating, bouncing from boyfriend to boyfriend---I'm just 'beyond' that at this point and the less drama that someone brings into a friendship, the better.
And, for the record, I've found that in the past, my FEMALE friends have been ALL ABOUT THE DRAMA, and I just don't want that constant negativity in my life. A really good friend of mine and I aren't friends anymore because, as much as I empathized with her relationship woes, I just got tired of every time we talked, it would be about HER marriage problems and HER child problems and HER job problems and she'd only call me, or talk to me if I called her, if she was having some fucking bullshit pedantric drama in her life.
I asked her once if she even KNEW what city I lived in (she didn't), if she KNEW when my birthday was (completely wrong)---but I knew everything about her life, and I thought it unfair of her to use me just as a sounding board for her woes while not paying any attention to MY life or MY interests in the process. We're no longer friends, her marriage has failed, her child is a cretin, she's shacked up with some guy and is pregnant with his child. VERY glad we ended the friendship when we did, otherwise I might have killed myself :)
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