So I did a life between life regression on Tuesday....

[Shallah Kali]

I am still trying to mentally digest what I experienced. The one who regressed me is my usual psychotherapist who combines energetic bodywork with more conventional talk therapy. We have done many past life regressions with her and she has earned my trust so I go under easily. I found out I came to earth without my earth suit (I think that is what I first called it) I was in such a rush to get this life started. Basically it is an suit of protective energy that my soul should have put on when coming to such a harsh world as earth to tone down what I pick up empathically. Was able to go back to put it on and hope it means no more periods of feeling like every nerve ending is exposed and raw. Got the feeling I left behind some other useful stuff but that I wasn't quite ready to fetch those. Learned some more stuff that is rather personal. Ended up popping back to several lifetimes to release more stuff from there that was still weighing me down. Most important was one where I blamed myself for what wrongdoing by the then husband and his cronies did and realized I had been feeling the guilt and shame they should have felt for 'em ever since - & that this was one of the reasons I had so many dreadful lifetimes after trying to punish and atone for things I didn't even do. argh!

The biggest thing that I came back from all of those with is feeling OK about dying. Dying is no big deal. All the fear and anguish is a mistake as we are never truly separated, it is just temporarily harder to be in contact from the earth side of the. It is not that death is something to seek, suicide is still a no-no but crossing over is just leaving behind a human body nothing more. So not the drama. wish I felt this way 8 years ago when my Dad died. that wound still hasn't healed but is eased a little with the certainty I feel to my core about death meaning only temprorary seperation at worst.

[MagickMuffin]

1. I'm glad you had a successful journey

Receiving some form of knowledge will go a long way in healing.

I have experienced the death of ego, so dying does not bother me, at least that's how I feel about it now, who knows when the final stage gets here if I'll feel the same about it. But I consider it a new beginning, a new journey to a new world. I've often wondered if we actually go to an alternate universe. There are so many wondrous possibilities to consider.

Whenever I've lost loved ones that is how I think of, where they have gone.

Does their Consciousness live on?!?!?

Are they in a new reality of existence to review their life here on Earth?!?!?

What is it like there?!?!?

When you decide to view death in different perspectives it seems to help with losing someone so dear to us. At least that is how it works out for me!


Thanks for sharing your experience with us :hug:

[Shallah Kali]

2. It is an odd sensation now - part of me still fears death but it feels like an old reflex

a surface thing that is barely connected to me now, like a scab about to be peeled off. The way I feel about my Dad dying is like it is an old wound that never totally healed and that is what hurts. I now *know* he is fine. It is the wounding that happened back then that still hurts. It also helped that previously I have several lucid dreams a year where he pops up. Those dreams are different the run of the mill dreams, colors are more vivid, sensations ultra sharp, everything realer than real. It is only when I suddenly remember hey he isn't supposed to be here he is dead that I realize I am dreaming which usually ends that dream.

What I got in the regression is that lifetimes occur on many planets. It is up to each to accept an assignment here, there or elsewhere. I wasn't eager to come here finding the human body more constricted than other physical forms so previous experiences had left me feeling clostrophobic.

it has been harder than it's been in a long time to ground myself. Hopefully the spaciness will pass as the experience integrates. I do plan on doing this again not too far in the future once things settle. as I said before I felt like I left parts behind that need to be brought into this life. If they don't come on their own during self-work I will go back to retrieve them when the time feels right.

[Lindsey]

3. I have been on a quest to find a life between life facilitator..

2 weeks ago today was my appointment. I was incredibly disappointed. I paid a small fortune and got NOTHING out of it. It was a total waste and I was so looking forward to it. Would you mind telling me how you found the person who helped you? Also, do you by chance live in Southern California?

I went to a lady who supposedly was trained by Michael Newton, who I think is one of the best in this field of study. I've has past life regressions several times and I'm not looking for that. I want to know what happens after I pass and if I can make better choices for my next life as this life has been very difficult.

I don't know how people privately email each other or if you would even want to. In any case, I'd LOVE to hear more about your experience (whatever you're comfortable sharing, of course) and if you could recommend someone. I live in L.A.

Thanks you in advance for whatever you can share with me. :-)

[MagickMuffin]

4. If you want to PM someone just hit the mail icon by the username ;=D

I hope you can find someone that can help you on your quest. I know how difficult it can be finding someone who can help with filling in the gaps. I wish I could help you out, but I don't know anyone in L.A.

[Shallah Kali]

5. The person I work with lives in southern Maine, sorry

and she hasn't had any training with newton. I have delved into some pretty wild weird stuff with her without phasing her one bit so I knew I could trust her to be my psychopomp just fine lack of official life between life training or not.

During my regression while it started out with the between life stuff it would flow into segments of past lives where I needed to release trauma (mostly the dying in maggoty misery bits) then pop back to the between life scene where more information would then come to me. I had hoped to totally focus on the between life knowledge I knew from previous regressions it is best for me to go with the flow as I always go where I need most to go. In this case it was to release lots and lots of dying in misery trauma so I could open more fully to the between life stuff. it is like I am a computer deleting old useless, defective or malicious software so I can restore the original programs and get some hardware upgrades. It is hard to put into words possibly as these expeirences are more right brain than left brain, more symbols and emotions and images than just words...

If you would like to PM me just click on the mail symbol near my username like MagickMuffin said or use this link:
http://www.democraticunderground.com/discuss/duboard.php?az=send_mesg&u_id=144771

I will try share more if you like that way.