geez, dreams are like a "This is Your Life" episode....

[FirstLight]

Has anyone noticed a increase in past relationships or issues coming up in dreams for you to move the "pictures" out of your field?

I swear, my dreams for the past 3 weks or more have been like a bad version of "This is Your Life"

First, I am working out all my teen issues and first love boyfriend stuff..what would happen IF, how could it have been different, and even some conversations that needed to happen (I guess our spirits are talking and working this stuff out on a diferent plane)

Now, last night I was in a NEW place - and dealing with the first husband. How we would get along now, what we were tying to "build" (strange contraption, like a new invention or something)and how I feel insecure still about dealing with any of this stuff in my current body & life situation....But also the "what if" - of how we would be if we were still together, what he liked and what we agreed upon...silly stuff like images of having breakfast with our son (which never happened, he left when I was 8 mos pregnant and we were 21, he has never tried to contact us and our son is 16 now)

weird stuff...

is my spirit just fiending on RESOLUTION right now, or what?

[Kind of Blue]

1. Once upon a time, yes, it was a constant until

I realized the past is where I existed, and was unwilling to let go of because there were certain payoffs keeping it alive and fresh in endless ways. But it got me nowhere.

[FirstLight]

2. I know that I am still stunted somewhere back there...

but I think for me it is more of a soul retrieval...does that make sense? like finding the pieces I left behind so I can move forward & heal?

[Kind of Blue]

5. I sure do, especially if there was a lot of trauma involved.

[Shallah Kali]

3. High Speed Karma Resolution - 18 lifetimes RESOLVED in ONE MONTH!

Jeeze it sounds like you signed up for the advanced dream karmic resolution course. Maybe your high self decided this was easier than trying to come back and try it in other lifetimes with the same people? Whatever it is I hope you are getting enough rest in spite of this multi-alternate reality marathon of dramatic dreams :hug:

I know I am dreaming more or at least remembering that I did dream weird dreams when I wake up but nothing like this.

[FirstLight]

4. bwahahaha!

...sonds like an info-mercial!

"we'll help you cut your lifetimes in half! Contract resolution on a Karmic level, 500 issues gone in less than ONE month!"


:rofl:

thanks for the giggle!

[MorningGlow]

6. Karma clearing

Yeppers, been doing some of that myself. For me, it tends to go in spurts--a few dreams talking with people from my past (boyfriends, employers, ex-friends) and then nothing for a while. Right now I'm in a fallow period, but I know it won't last forever.

Oh yeah, and for those of you keeping score at home, the friend who was visiting me, the one I dreamt about along with the goddess Brigid a few weeks ago, is now gone. POOF. Totally gone. Not in my dreams, not over my shoulder, not in my thoughts. Apparently whatever I did for him (or he did for me or, probably more accurately, we did for each other) that the dreams symbolized did the trick. I realize he may drop in again if he needs something or has something to offer me in the future, but for now he's at peace--or at least at a new level--and I hope he's achieved whatever he needed to.

[Kind of Blue]

7. Interesting, I wonder if you'll start seeing more evidence

of what he did for you soon. But really, your connection to Brigid just might be it. It just seemed so profound. I wonder. I wonder.

[MorningGlow]

8. I wonder, too

I must admit I am intrigued. I'm starting to second-guess the Brigid connection. I think that instead of hooking me up with the goddess, the dream showed that I was being the goddess for him. Of course I'll probably never be able to prove that, but the reason I'm thinking that I was there in more of a service capacity is that I got a bit of insight into what he is doing for me now.

He had said he was going to help me with my writing, and I presumed that meant he was going to send me some inspiration. But in the past few weeks, aside from my "guaranteed byline" gig with my New Age magazine, I've found out an article I had written last year (and forgotten about) is going to be published in a local newspaper, a letter to the editor I had dashed off is going to be published in Entertainment Weekly (giggle), and an almost random comment I made on a national newspaper blog that included a link to my own blog is getting my blog a lot of traffic--even though the link itself was broken! Since my dude is a published author, I'm wondering if he's giving my career a little goose. If that's what's going on, I am PROFOUNDLY grateful.

[FirstLight]

9. Brigid...eh?

I missed that dream sequence...but from what you are saying here & NOW - I' say the muse Brigid is smiling on you for sure! OWN that goddess of lyric and prose sistah!
Because that's YOU...for sure :)


:applause: congrats on the good writing vibes and such! :hug:

[MorningGlow]

10. Oh it was quite disconcerting

Here ya go--backstory: http://www.democraticunderground.com/discuss/duboard.php?az=view_all&address=245x86010

My former high priestess told me years ago that Brigid plays a major part in my life. Most of the time she's very quiet, but she was really rocking a few weeks ago! :hi:

And congrats to you on working on your past. It's a tough job, but the benefits are great! :D

[FirstLight]

11. On meditation & reflection today...here's the scoop

Okay, i got the lo down on the dream action:

We were in a huge exhibiion hall setting, lots of activity and issues being burned off, drama and the pictures are mostly gone, which is good. The big overall vision I have was a huge contraption, a wheel and a lever and gears, etc...
It was what I HAD BUILT with the pieces "he left me"
Then we are on a 2 lane road next to a huge field of corn, all alone and very peaceful and quiet. He shows me the field ...which was what he HAD GROWN with the lessons I left him...
My peices were rusty but still I made them work
His Corn had a blight, but there were still sweet kernels
we complimented eachother on what we had made

it was really a cool feeling
and he wanted to connect and we had no bad blood

you know, I have known since it happened, that we were young and stupid and trying to "play house" at 21...I don't blame him for bolting when it got too real and I will own my own needyness too...I forgave him for what happened. If he was guilty of anything, it was neglect, and lack of motivation... but what do we expect of a 21 yr old? I was just as silly in saying "okay! let's get married! yea! let's have a BABY...it will prove our love..." That was a bit naieve too...

wow, and now to sit and be at peace with this

wow

[MorningGlow]

12. .

:hug: :toast: :hug:

[ayeshahaqqiqa]

13. I've had dreams that involve the past

and not the usual past I visit--but it didn't feel as if it were a clearing out of past trauma or anything. Hmm...now you've got me wondering....