Any other Taureans have a strange and (sort of) troubling day?

[BlueIris]

As some readers here may know, this is an important time for those born under a Taurus Sun. What I keep reading, hearing and feeling is that we're at a critical point, and the decisions we're making at this time are going to affect the next thirty years of our development. One of the great assessments I received about why Taureans are struggling right now was from FreeWillAstrology.com, which claimed (two weeks ago) that the Bull people are facing a three way fork in the road, and whichever path we choose will determine how much of our identity we will be able to define in the future. That's pretty much how I feel. I have some goals, but they reflect very diverse and some might say disparate interests, and I'm really struggling to gather enough accurate information about how best to achieve those objectives while maintaining as much of my own security and individuality as possible. I'm also not really getting anywhere.

One of the better astrologers I communicate with mentioned that today was an extremely significant one in terms of the pressures being endured by Taureans at the moment. Maybe that's why I'm so irritated. I have two readers here in my city whom I work with, and it seemed like it would be a good idea to get whatever insights they could lend this afternoon. Of course, they weren't available. A lot of other things I usually use to stimulate my brain while I'm trying to sort things out (certain foods, web pages, etc.) were also randomly and inexplicably NOT available to me today. This is troubling because while I'm still unclear about what sort of path I might want to take to get there, today I did manage to identify at least one thing I must do with my life. The strange, flat, disconnected feel of today makes me worry that there are things I'm not seeing or not understanding about this course of action.

[BlueIris]

1. Well, it's possible that I made some progress yesterday.

Sometimes, enforced alone time can be beneficial. I feel slightly more focused, confident, and optimistic today. I also feel a little better about the past. I just wish I could access some of the guiding forces that have helped me so much in the past year--including helping me find this website. I need to get at least a small nudge in the best and/or right direction, and it is still difficult for me to figure out which direction that is.