Where are you in our grand shifting?

[MorningGlow]

Blasting through ASAH tonight (sorry I've been so busy I haven't had time to respond to threads I want to post in!) to pose a question: where are you in your life right now? Full speed ahead and yay? or stuck in the muck and irritated at the stagnation?

I became curious when I found myself envious of a friend who has caught the tail of the kite recently--she's shifting to a new life, and she's thrilled (even if it meant getting fired from her job). I'm happy for her, but I'm also jealous, because I want to get going too! However, I realize that even though I'm eager to get moving, it's not my time yet.

Right now I feel like I'm being crammed through a pea shooter, or sitting in a cannon waiting for the fuse to burn down--expecting to go off with a bang and a blast...but...not...yet... Which of course is making impatient ol' me :banghead:

So where are you? Check in! I wanna know how this shift is treating everybody!

Hope to have time to check in properly tomorrow, fingers crossed. :hi:

[I Have A Dream]

1. I'm glad that you had that last option, because it truly is the way I feel.

At least for right now. Tomorrow's another day. :D

On edit: It probably really helped that I was on vacation today! I want every day to feel like vacation. That's what I'm going to manifest into my life: joy regardless of my circumstances.

[northernlights]

6. that's right where I'm at too, IHAD

I want every day to feel like a vacation, too. I've stopped saying "I've got to get this, that or the other thing done." It will still be there waiting to get done tomorrow. It will get done -- or not -- when it's ready, not when I try to get it done. :D

I still only wish there was a human to be on vacation with. But that is what it is. :D

[I Have A Dream]

7. northernlights, you've had so many amazing things happen lately.

Let's manifest a loving, caring, compassionate, nurturing human partner for you too, as long as it is for the highest good of all involved. So be it; so be it; so be it.

:hug

[northernlights]

10. thank you, IHAD

the job has been less horrible than usual lately -- my streak of really, really bad luck reversed into a streak of really, really good luck with the energy shift -- so things are more bearable on that front. But I really, really, really want to spend the rest of my life on vacation.

As to the companion, I must have some bad karma there because starting with my father, men in my life have just been users, takers and control-freaks...The last few were so bad (a real life stalker, a dream stalker boss and a registered sex offender :evilfrown:) that I'm afraid to even think of attempting to conjure one up again. (hmmmm....Maybe I'll leave that to you...hmmmm...somebody with integrity, intelligence, humor, wealth...named Swen? and gorgeous? just a thought ;))

[JanusAscending]

2. I'm angry right now!

Not only am I sick and tired of being sick, but today I found out that ME, Mama Hen and Nana....the one who is always strong and there for her chicks..is helpless to be able to help!!! My daughter has to go in for surgery shortly after Aidan's 4th birthday on Aug. 8th. She's having the fibroid tumers that grew along side of him in the womb, removed. They have gotten dangerously large. She will be in the hospital for three days, and I can't even be there to help with Aidan!! Her hubby will take off the time that she's in the hospital, but I'M SUPPOSED TO HELP HER, I'm her Momma. I guess they have to get along with out me, but this is bruising my big EGO and is a necessary thing for my growth....but I HATE IT!! And life goes on, and the world will keep turning without me. I need God's Grace right about NOW!! PS....I voted for "stuck in the muck and ready to get moving"

[Flying Dream Blues]

3. I chose stuck and want to get moving...

but I also feel some days that life is moving fast and I'm on board. So in other words, I feel strongly both ways! :)

:hi:

[2Design]

4. reminding myself that it is great to be unconfortable with being uncomfortable and it is normal n/t

[Kind of Blue]

5. Number 1 for me, except I'm trying to love it

Always too much to do at once, that's all very good but being a juggler is hard work.

[Dora]

8. Full speed ahead.

I'm getting out of my difficult marriage. Seeing things as they are, not as I believe them to be. Engaging in the process in an assertive but not adversarial way, practicing compassion without codependency. Taking care of myself.

[conscious evolution]

9. In the middle

watching the world spin out.

[FirstLight]

11. ug...

hurry up & WAIT, man! :rofl:


I am stuck, but in some ways not minding a slow takeoff

been in a funk the past month or so, jobwise, kids home, body issues, and indulging in unhealthy behaviors (too much wine and bad tv at night, leads to smoking and staying up waaaayyy too late *cough*)

so I am slowly coming out of it, but still feeling like i don;t wanna...somehow the rebel in me is not going down without a fight!
(hehe, rick would say that's good ol' pluto in cappy, right?)

so there it is, i am attempting to get back on the horse with my diet & exercise, maybe then I won't want to 'muddy the waters' in the evenings...it's totally boredom, there's nothing else but the stupidity of tv and my empty living room once the kids go to bed...and my bad habits keep me company. but they are taking a toll, i am sure. :smoke: