Update on My Rustle...

[undergroundpanther]

He is still at the Vets.
All his bodily functions and levels of things like protein and creatine are all good it means nothing wrong with his kidneys,pancreas, liver etc,all are good.He has no sign of infection too. Today he had x rays & ultrasound .It showed that he has fluid in is abdomen,so they took some of it out and found distorted large 'young'cells,in it but they were not malignant or squamous.
He has a "mass" near his liver and pancreas. But his liver and pancreas are functioning fine despite that.

The Vet wants to consult with his partner,tomorrow early.He will have 2 vets going at it.They will be doing an "exploratory" pretty soon,probably tomorrow or the next day.
If they can, they will cut that fucking thing out of him.
I hope it's benign and they can just cut it out of him.
Because if they can remove it,and get rid off all of it, it means he will be cured.But the vet isn't making any promises about outcome because he has to go in and look at it.So I am hoping for the best outcome.
The Doc told me he thought Rustle was such a sweet cat,the sweetest he has worked with in a long time,a joy.It's true,everyone who meets Rustle falls in love with him. Vets included,he;s a charmer that cat,It's his purrsonality,and he is a character, one of a kind.
He's a golden hearted lion God in cat form.
And I love Him,Vinnie and Sparkle more than anything in this fucked up piece of shit world..It's just tearing my heart out,being so worried and missing him.
Vinny and Sparkle are sleeping on the bed,now,finally resting.. laying on Rustles spot he always sleeps on together. They have been anxious and needy,clinging to me,and I am just as clingy back, hugging and loving them silly.I maybe have gotten a grand total of three hours sleep since he got so sick on Sunday.

Let that"mass" disconnect,let My Rustle GO!,Let that thing be cut out,and destroyed forever.May it be tossed in the medical waste bin and incinerated into vapor.And let Rustle become strong and happy,and radiating his golden glow everywhere he goes..so bright the sun looks dim by comparison.Let Rustle crush that "mass" in his mighty tawny little lion paws, like a tiny bug..

This ones For Rustle..


Green Eyes by Coldplay,

Honey you are a rock
Upon which I stand
And I come here to talk
I hope you understand

That green eyes, yeah the spotlight, shines upon you
And how could, anybody, deny you

I came here with a load
And it feels so much lighter, now I’ve met you
And honey you should know, that I could never go on without you

Green eyes

Honey you are the sea
Upon which I float
And I came here to talk
I think you should know

That green eyes, you’re the one that I wanted to find
And anyone who, tried to deny you must be out of their mind

Cause I came here with a load
And it feels so much lighter, since I met you
Honey you should know, that I could never go on without you

Green eyes
Green eyes

Honey you are a rock
Upon which I stand ..

[The Velveteen Ocelot]

1. That's good news.

Still keeping my fingers crossed for him. Many purrs for Rustle. :loveya:

[BrklynLiberal]

2. Sending healing white light and positive energy for your Lion God's easy recovery.

[Tammie]

3. I've got my fingers crossed

and my "crew" has their paws crossed. Wishing you and Rustle the best outcome. Hopefully, once the mass is gone you and Rustle can put this behind forever.

[The Velveteen Ocelot]

4. Any news on Rustle?

Still hoping for the best.

[blondie58]

5. go check out the mental health forum

underground panther is really hurting right now.

[The Velveteen Ocelot]

6. Oh, no...

:(

I really hoped he'd be OK.

:hug: undergroundpanther

[blondie58]

7. me too. that just broke my heart. life isn't fair sometimes

:-(

and maybe I should have posted the link, being a public forum and all, but it didn't feel right. We care about all of the critters that are written here.

[spooky3]

8. Undergroundpanther, I am so sorry.

I did not realize your loss was so recent when you posted on my thread.

What a lovely kitty Rustle was. I know how it feels to love a pet more than anything in the world, and then to lose him to a terribly unfair fate.

I wish you peace.

[roody]

9. Tears and a song for Rustle.

Tears will leave no stain.
Time will ease the pain.
For every life that fades
Something beautiful remains.

from a lovely song on Tina Turner's Wildest Dreams

Bye sweetie Rustle. Please adopt another when you are ready. There are so many more that need your love and will ease your pain.