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I was laid off post 9/11 in 2/02. I initially sent out prolly 100 resumes and got 3 responses. 1 was a serious bargain basement hunter. The other 2 were snide emails telling me why they weren't interested (e.g. "your resume looks interesting but why should we consider someone from out of state when we have hundreds of qualified people out of work right here."
After a year out of work,looking hard, when bushco got serious about effing us all over in iraq I sold my condo, packed my bags and headed north to Maine (argh...I should have checked the "color" of the state first) to ride it out.
Since then, I've had trash thrown on my lawn, my property trashed by a bulldozer contractor, my horse turned loose by the side of a busy road, 60' trees cut down by a neighbor, caught same neighbor casing my house, another neighbor plotting to steal my horse, and more petty thievery.
And finally, after 3 years unemployed, I got a job in a little family receptive tour company. Turned out the lovely little family was a bunch of rightwing conservative "Christian" "darwin is bunk" nutcases. They deliberately and malisciously poisoned me by knowingly let me drink from their contaminated well, watching while I was sick for a *month* without telling me. They harassed me in my home with early Saturday morning hangup calls -- I know it was them because the last call I was right next to the phone and nearly broke my foot when I dropped my ladder on it, then picked the phone up screaming bloody murder and then the caller responded. They gave my home number to their answering service without my prior knowledge or permission, so I was getting 2am calls from their (rightfully) angry European clients. And then, the coup de gras, a friend of theirs came over uninvited and assaulted my yearling filly and then my elderly gelding when he tried to comfort her. I called the state labor dept. and they told me the company could do anything they want to me and if I don't like it, I can find another job. Welcome to maine, land of repke morons, assholes, thieves and pond scum.
So I quit that hell hole, and have been umemployed since. I used to make 6 figures as a marcom program manager. Now I've been turned down for $10/hour by home depot, lowes, hannafords, and every other place around here.
I did get a call 18 months ago, right before thanksgiving, by a former colleague at HP for a lucrative project. I thought my ship had finally arrived. 2 weeks later, he stopped returning my calls and emails. And my identity disappeared with him. Turns out HP and Fidelity (who manages our pensions)are hosts to an identity theft ring. Fidelity had a laptop stolen with all our info on it. I didn't get the notification because they'd input my address incorrectly. Did I mention my former colleague's wife is a VP at Fidelity? Or that the laptop was stolen from her branch? Actually, from her car, parked in an HP lot in CA. My thief added a person called "Heddy Packard" to my account. The first unauthorized activity happened 10 miles from his house. The entire theft took place during the 2 weeks we were in contact.
I've lost half my life savings, and am watching the other half -- invested in my minifarm -- go down the toilet. I started to put my mini-farm on the market, only to discover I'd been defrauded and have only half the acreage I paid for. I'm now investigating legal action against the realtor for misrepresentation. I'd sue the sellers, but they're probably dead. I may sue the town as well -- there was a survey 18 years ago with the correct data which they never bothered to add to their maps.
When my elderly gelding dies, the filly will go back to the breeder. And I'll be done. I promised him a home for life. I'll have made it. And then I'll be free. I hope the dems win this fall, but it's too late for me. I'm done. I'm totally done. I'm 54 years old. Nobody wants a middle-aged woman, except maybe to scrub toilets for minimum wage. Thank you, but I paid my dues. I'd rather be dead.
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