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and I really don't know how to handle it.
I hate to see animals hit and dead by the side of the road. I am terrified of hitting something and not killing it with the one blow and having it suffer, and / or not having the tools to put the animal out of its suffering.
I guess I should amend: I hate to hurt anything, but I honestly prefer it if - through a driving accident hitting an animal - death is immediate. I cannot bear the thought of any creature suffering or feeling fear and pain, whether because it was hit by a car, or some jackass hunter thinks shooting an animal is a cool thing to do, or because of any other reason that I don't care to name because I don't want to think about it.
I have seen some horrible pictures, read some horrible things (not on purpose - once I clicked on the wrong link at Huffington Post, and once I read a subject line in an email from an environmental group ... I try to shield myself from those things) and it causes me great pain.
It has gotten to the point where I can't eat meat anymore, either, because I know too much about the meat industry. I don't want to eat suffering and misery.
Sometimes I can isolate the pain, even for long stretches of time. But sometimes I can't, and for some reason, these last few weeks have been really tough.
I don't know any cures. I do know that I am glad there are people out there willing to fight against animal abuse, because I couldn't handle being in that profession.
I also know that while I don't subscribe to any religion or believe in a single deity, I know that I'd love to be able to believe in reincarnation for all souls - human and other animals.
:hug: Misery loves company and it gives me some comfort that someone else thinks the way I do. That's not a cure, and I wouldn't wish my sorrow on anyone else, but ... you know what I'm getting at, I think.
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