Sorry about being so depressed lately.

[elshiva]

Just in a lot of pain and feeling useless. It scares me a lot.

[Deja Q]

1. We all have those moments...

:hug:

I still have mine... psychological and physical and feeling useless despite proving in college, so far, I'm fuckin' capable of far more... oh well... things will improve.

[elshiva]

4. Thank you, Deja Q.

"...psychological and physical and feeling useless despite proving in college, so far, I'm fuckin' capable of far more... oh well... things will improve."

Yes, I graduated from college and now what? :( Just got to keep living what else is there, really?

[Deja Q]

6. What else is there, really?

Good point... :)

[elshiva]

9. Yes, indeed! Thank you for your posts.

[leeroysphitz]

2. I'm sorry to hear that you are in pain Elshiva.

I hope you can get to a better place soon.

[elshiva]

5. Thank you, leeroysphitz. How are you?

:hug: :loveya:

[CaliforniaPeggy]

3. No need to apologize, my dear elshiva...

I'd be scared too...

I hope you're getting help on all these problems. I want to assure you: You are NOT useless. Ever.

:hug:

[elshiva]

7. Thank you, dearest CaliforniaPeggy.

I am getting help. It's just that I've been in this kind of pain for over a year now and it's not getting better. I have been doing physical therapy and almost everything the doctors' tell me to do (only problem is with my eating disorder).
Just needed to vent. Thank you, you are lovely. I love you.

[RandomThoughts]

8. I look forward to seeing your pictures and posts.

Lots of people like your posts from what I read, so you are far away from useless. You share much joy here :)

Sorry to hear you are not feeling well, I hope you feel better soon. :hug:

[elshiva]

10. Thank you, dearheart. You are a gem.

:hug:

[Dystopian]

11. Dear elshiva...

You have nothing to apologize for...We all go through the strife of life at different times.:hug:
I love seeing you here...You're a very special soul...
In spite of all you're going through, you still manage to bring light and joy. I've been dealing with chronic pain also....
A couple of years ago I went through months and months of physical therapy. Pain and depression can be a vicious circle...Please know that there is a light at the end of the tunnel....I know it's just words, but I've been there....
I also know how scary it can be.....
Please visit more often...Do whatever you can to get your mind in a different place...
Know that you are loved...
You're a sweetie, elshiva...please feel better soon.


peace~

[elshiva]

12. You are awesome, thank you.

You a wonder and a light.
:hug: :loveya: :loveya:

[Dystopian]

13. Thank you!

Oh I love your message and pictures!
:loveya:
You just did it again...put a smile on my face...
You are such a doll...and don't ever forget it..You bring joy!

peace~

[elshiva]

14. Awww, Thanks for the flowers. You make me smile, too!

You are welcome!

[pokerfan]

15. I'm sorry to hear that

Hope you feel better soon. :hug:

[Inchworm]

16. As Season 2 episode 5 begins...

I check to see if you are here. I'm just re-warming up to the new doctor.

I'm kinda keen on Skippy.. err.. Mickey. :P

Glad to see ya and I loves ya!

:*:*:*

[Tangerine LaBamba]

17. I had no idea -

we earlier tonight had a neat little exchange about hot dogs, and I liked it very much.

I'm sorry you're having a hard time. Believe me, your noting of the bologna-wrapped hot dogs opened my mind and gave me a giggle - hardly the work of someone useless. You did good!

Don't be afraid. You've got a lovely light that shines thought, and though I don't know you, I think you're awfully nice.

Eat something. You'll feel better.

LOOK!!!!!

[ccharles000]

18. ...

:hug:

[Swede]

19. I hope you feel better soon.

You should talk to someone if you're depressed for more than a couple days,my friend.

[cwydro]

20. Sending you some blue sky and sunshine vibes.

I hope you get to feeling better.

Just know that you are not alone - in your feelings or in life.

[Vidar]

21. Depression isn't a choice. No need to apologize.

[BuelahWitch]

22. I'm always happy when I see you post

If you can make a crotchety complaining person like me happy you're far from useless! :hug:

[NJmaverick]

23. Nothing to be sorry for. Just great to see you

and here is a video for you

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xJipQvtfInE

:hi: :hug:

[hibbing]

24. there you are

Hi,
I have certainly enjoyed your posts and glad you are back. Take care of yourself please.

Peace

[NJmaverick]

25. kick

:kick:

[elshiva]

26. Thank you, NJmaverick.

Don't be offended, but why did you kick it? :hug:

[NJmaverick]

27. I kicked it because I wanted you to see the replies

depression is a tough issue to deal with. I want you to know there are people that support and care about you hear at DU.

[elshiva]

28. Thanks again!

:hug: :hug:

[applegrove]

29. I've missed your posts.

[Forkboy]

30. Never apologize for being depressed. It can be totally crippling, and it's not your fault.

And by blaming ourselves for it (I'm guilty of this myself, so I know) we just feed it and make it worse. Thinking we somehow failed by not being all happy for others just makes us feel even more useless. It's gets to the point where the depression just feeds on itself, and that can get hairy. Don't add to whatever has you down by getting on yourself for feeling that way in the first place.

Feel free to drop on by the Mental Health Forum if you ever need to talk to people who know depression all to well, among other things. Even with me down there it's a pretty nice forum. :)

Hope you feel better soon. :hug:

[Pushed To The Left]

31. No reason to apologize.

:hug: I think everybody here at DU will agree that there is nothing useless about you! We all enjoy and look forward to seeing your posts here.