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Edited on Wed Mar-18-09 09:15 AM by BlueIris
"Journal"
In a dream journal kept as an experiment, evidence of a life that went on without him while he slept, salvaged fragments that might yield reservations about the past or future, he found himself recording nights they spent together.
On a page of frozen landscape across which he towed his father, now shrunk into a child, on a sled meant to transport a dead battery, was the August night she'd wiped their sweat with unbound hair.
Rowing a turbulent sea of doors, he woke to tingle of wings, a bat brushing the wind chime in her room, and hovering lips alighting along the length of his body. He was lost on a shore where clarinets were
driftwood, and sunrise a camisole slipped from her shoulder. Each time she came, she cried; erect nipples tasting of tears, earlobes familiar with their taste of pearls. The mortgage on his soul was down
to a dollar but where to pay it off? Baby, she said, we're practicing kissing interruptus. To save the world from humankind, a desperate cabal of cetaceans merged the psychic power of their enormous brains.
His handprint still emblazoned on her ass as she stepped into the shower. Prisoners of war, assigned a classroom in which to await decapitation, sat passively at fifth-grade desks while he paced wishing for a gun,
and when the executioners rushed in it was another night in which the choice was death or starting from the dream. 3 a.m. He lay listening to her breath, wondering should he gently wake her with his tongue, or let her sleep.
~Stuart Dybek
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