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"Rapture"
Just the word alone, I adored. Rapture was God's gigantic raft on which all us Saved would go bumping through white water of clouds into heaven's pearly gate. A fervent child, I never feared I'd be left though I wondered what chaos we'd leave behind us. My dear drunk uncles with no one to fix their suppers. Our cows finding no one at the barn to throw down their hay. At school, I guessed life would go unchanged. My history teacher who had once inserted a casual "goddamn" into a lecture would stay, and those boys who lived already only for football and Rainier beer. The cheerleaders would keep chanting in unison, bouncing their pompoms against their breasts. The Catholics would rise for early Mass and in second period Mrs. Novacek would peer over her glasses and quietly continue teaching how to sew rickrack around an apron pocket. How many cars besides our Buick station wagon and the preacher's Ford would go unmanned? What if the world didn't miss us, but remained steady on its course, one ear cocked to the susurrus of a Pentecostal wind? The only consequence, my desk empty in the third row a day or two before the janitor took it to storage— and, stranger, my terrible mourning for all of it.
—Bethany Reid
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