Okay, I'll Admit It, Tonight I'm Teh Attention Whore

[SPKrazy]

:P

giveth me thy attention :crazy:

whassup my lounge homies?

:hi:

[harmonicon]

1. feeling all weird inside

I think that the month-long bender might have something to do with it. So might a pretty little red haired girl who likes Doctor Who (original version). Or did I just dream that part up? That's the thing about drinking.... what happened exactly? I don't know... so, I forget some of the bad stuff, which is the point of why I started in the first place.

[SPKrazy]

2. month long bender

well, that pretty little red haired girl probably exists in some form :P

the rest, :shrug:

:hi:

[harmonicon]

3. oh, she's all too real

the rest.... hell if I know.... I would probably have a much better take the situation, if I could remember what was said last night instead of just remembering coquettish looks and soft touches, I'd likely be in a better place to make some sort of judgement about why I feel the way I do today. Shit, just being hung over today when I ran into her on the street, I have no idea what she said - and it's not because of the accent, which is lovely. I like it a lot.

How are you? How is life? How's jr.?

[SPKrazy]

6. Well as I told Thom below

just not doing so great today, but working on getting better

Life is as it always is

Jr. is doing awesome, has become a HUGH!!!!111 football fanatic

doing well in many ways... was glad to see him tonight

[harmonicon]

9. man, yeah

I'm sorry. I guess I can just say that I have some sort of empathy. I've been horribly hurt myself and am afraid that I'm just setting myself up for more... and I can't deal with that now.

I'm sorry, SPK.

[SPKrazy]

10. I'm sorry too

for both of us

:hug:

[ThomCat]

4. Hi Southpaskicker.

I'm sitting at home, high on painkillers, in too much pain to sleep but not wanting to take any more meds. I'm bored too, and trying to entertain myself online here, in Facebook, and in email.

Is that TMI?

How are you? :hi:

[SPKrazy]

5. well if you really want to know....

I'm sad, hurt, angry, and I guess learning about myself and how easily I let myself be hurt in relationships.

Is that TMI?

Other than that I'm okay,

sorry you are in pain, I will keep my hopes up for you that things will get better...

good to see you!

:hug:

[ThomCat]

7. It always seems that the more we need relationships

the more they can hurt us, and the less we really understand why and how. :(

I hope you can take that step back and figure things out so things get better for you. :hug:

But what do I know. I haven't been in one for over a year now, and I'm not likely to ever have another one. :P

[SPKrazy]

8. that's an interesting point

the more we need them the more they can hurt us

I think it comes down to being okay with ourselves and then relationships are icing on the cake

(I mean romantic ones)

friendships and self love

and you are loved my friend :hug:

[Gormy Cuss]

11. Sheesh. Now you're trying.

IBTL.

Whassup?
Nuttin'honey.