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Edited on Thu Feb-26-04 09:29 PM by nu_duer
Sorry that this post is "choppy" and stream-of-conscious-like - that may be as it should - plus the debate is on...
I received an email concerning a Paul Harvey commentary on Mel Gibson, and PH ended by praising MG as a "God fearing" man.
I consider myself a Christian, probably, in part, because I was born in the USA, and went to Catholic school for eight years. I am by no means a "professional" Christian, and I rarely practice what is widely considered to be a "Christian" lifestyle. But while I may feel excluded from the fundies (man, there are a lot of 'em down here)and the institutional view of what being a Christian is, I feel my relationship with whom I mostly believe to exist as a superior being is strong, and personal.
And the God I believe in is a loving, forgiving God - I in no way "fear" that entity.
Let me go a little further.
I see those on television, those on on the right, those that put messages on their electric signs in front of their churches, those that come to my door from time to time - pleading with me, demanding that I "believe" what they believe. What I take exception to is not their view or their right to express that view, but their definition of "believing."
What does it mean to believe? Is belief a conscious act one might put into motion after arriving thru logic that belief is warranted? Can you "force" yourself to believe? Or is belief more like an emotion which, for the most part, comes from the heart, or somewhere other than logic?
I've had it explained to me more than once that I must believe in Christ and the Christian paradigm if I wish to be "saved" and reserve a place in "Heaven." But if, in the end, I feel those that put forth that argument fail to make their case, how can I believe? Do I say, as a family member once told me, that I should believe "just in case?" Is that "belief?"
Ok, rambling on a big subject I rarely visit. I'll stop here.
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