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The adrenaline exploding, eyes widened in an intense glare of utter rage, blood flash flooding through an over-engaged cardio-vascular system, the heart pounding harder than Taiko drums.
I need something to really piss me off.
It's much more suitable than this constant malaise that I've been feeling as of late over my issues of self-inadequacy and powerlessness. Not to mention the general sense of national disenfranchisement of an entire class of lower to middle income citizens, such as myself.
In a way, I believe that the powers that be want me to cower in the simpering ball of ineptitude and hidden pain.
So, suggestions please. No requests for violent outbursts and acts of terror, striking out at "The Man". No reenactments of Michael Douglas' character in FALLING DOWN, committing acts of terrorism as of result of his feeling of loss of white male privilege. Sorry, Homey don't play that.
Something positive and life affirming please. Basically, an injustice and what I can do to right it.
Something to restore my waning sense of humanity.
Something to make another human being smile, because I was there in their time of need.
Also, it would help a lot if I drew a paycheck from it. Only because I need to eat and keep a roof over my head.
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