Is anybody else having one of those weeks where you just want to hide ?

[BelleCarolinaPeridot]

I am and its like damn - this week is going by so slow. I could have sworn yesterday was Friday at least I wish it was.

I can't sleep - sleep is something my body just won't do. I think working 3rd shift is kicking my ass - bigtime. I have good weeks and I have bad weeks. This is one of those weeks where my body feels like it can wake up after 4 hours of sleep and I should feel jipper . Ummm no.

I have to go to a First Aid class all the way in another city - why did I volunteer to do this ? Because someone needs to know how to put on a band aid correctly on my shift in case someone gets hurt. I have to sit through 4 hours of this ... and I can't sleep. This is seriously fucking up my sleep schedule.

Its just too damn cold - I am sick of being cold all the time. Bring on the spring like temperatures . 55 degrees or higher. I am pretty sure everyone in the midwest is freezing more than I am but damn - bring on the summer ... NOW!

If the girl at the grocery throws my money back at me one more time I am going to go off on her. I don't go off on people. I have been doing good at this be nice to people thing but some people need to be checked and CORRECTED. If I handed you my money nicely , hand my money back to me nicely. Don't take your bad day out on me.

My depression is trying to take the best out of me again. Everytime I feel up , DeeDee (is what I call my depression) wants to rain on my parade. I think lack of sleep is bringing it back , but I am sick of this. I heard on the news the other night that other people get visits from DeeDee around this time of the year - DeeDee needs to go back to wherever she came from because I don't like you. Its clouding me and I can't stand it.

I am going to try to get some more sleep before I go to my class on how to put on band aids. Good night ;)