Okay, this has to be one of the worst nighs of all time;

[crim son]

And I've had a few bad nights.

[RevolutionaryActs]

1. ?

:hug:

[crim son]

4. Don't ask.

Just give me a hug!

[RevolutionaryActs]

7. Here, have a bunch!

:hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:
:loveya::loveya::loveya::loveya::loveya::loveya::loveya::loveya::loveya::loveya::loveya::loveya:
:grouphug::grouphug::grouphug::grouphug::grouphug::grouphug::grouphug::grouphug::grouphug:
:loveya::loveya::loveya::loveya::loveya::loveya::loveya::loveya::loveya::loveya::loveya::loveya:
:hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:

[crim son]

10. Already I feel better.

Thank you.

[RevolutionaryActs]

20. You are most welcome.

:hug:


I hope things get better soon. You deserve the best. :hug:

[crim son]

23. So do we all. But

life is hard. lol. I hope you don't discover this.

[RevolutionaryActs]

27. I already have in some ways.

Part of growing up, I suppose. I just try to look for the best. Although, I guess I've been lucky in the sense, that I've always had a "best" to look for. Does that even make sense? :wtf:

[crim son]

30. Very good sense, Rev.

There is no reason why you should be like me. Hang on to the best, and it will always come looking for you.

[Broken_Hero]

2. I hope that you are okay...

:hi:

[crim son]

5. Oh, I'm okay

I am made out of steel.

[Broken_Hero]

12. I'm made of steel too,

but I got a few dents in my armor...:hug:

[crim son]

15. NOTHING will dent this armor

At least, not this idiot to whom I've been married all these years. It just isn't worth it. I'm sorry you have a few dents. :hug:

[Broken_Hero]

28. we all get dents, be it the small ones, or big ones

:D Ah, your husband made you upset huh...well, if all else fails, I hear a cast iron frying pan to the head of husbands, solves problems...at least for the short term...





:hide: Just kidding, of course...:hi:

[crim son]

39. We are trying to separate on the way to divorce.

It's not his fault because he is what he is, and I am what I am. Your kind words are helpful to me, though.

[Broken_Hero]

41. No problem

been helping two of my friends, go through their seperation...its nothing new to me, and its tedious/emotional to say the least. I hope the situation, goes smoothly.....

[Starbucks Anarchist]

3. I'm sorry.

:hug:

Can I help?

[crim son]

6. Yes. Be nice to me for ten minutes.

Please

[Starbucks Anarchist]

9. Of course!

:hug:

[crim son]

13. My car broke down so I called the STBE in desperation

and he told me to call a cab. He was five blocks away! Have you ever been so horribly hated/

I've had too much to drink and am feeling grotesquely sorry for myself. Fortuntely I was very close to home but it makes me think, why have we been together all these years. I mean nothing to him.

Sorry, SA. if I were sober I wouldn't unload.

[Starbucks Anarchist]

16. Don't apologize for anything.

:hug: :hug: :hug:

[crim son]

19. My friend, I hate being me.

Get on your knees and thank whatever god you love, because your whole life is ahead off you. Lovely SA. You could be me, with everything once ahead of me and now nothing but blackness there. You are lucky to be you. Since you're adorable, even luckier.

[Starbucks Anarchist]

21. Don't hate being you.

Especially since we all love you. :hug:

[crim son]

25. No doubt.

It is easy to love a one-dimensional character. It's okay, I understand all that. Allow me the self-pity because i rarely cry.

[Starbucks Anarchist]

32. Check your PM.

[crim son]

35. I did and I thank you.

After me terrorizing you, you are still good to me. Thank you

[Starbucks Anarchist]

37. You call it terrorizing.

I call it the high point of my day. :hug:

[crim son]

38. Now I am crying and it's your fault.

Okay, it's your fault and also the vodka's fault.

Beautiful man, you need to be like me and look at what surrounds you. I am not the high point of your day. You aren't noticing that which is! :hug: :hug: Again, thanks. And did I mention? Thank you.

[Broken_Hero]

31. Holy...

I understand your frustration/anger, it is justified imo.

[crim son]

33. I'm not even a little bit angry.

Somehow I just don't like the confirmation that all this has been for nothing It means I am nothing. You know?

[Broken_Hero]

34. I understand

:hug:

[crim son]

40. Thank you. Perhaps you do. n/t

[Broken_Hero]

42. I've witnessed

seperation/divorce, twice with very close friends....all the people involved, with both divorces/seperations were very close friends of mine...its hard trying to help all of them out, while trying to not to be utterly biased, or show favoritism...its a fine line.

[crim son]

44. I know it and I sense it.

There is the strongest urge to take sides! I figure I am alone in this and I can handle it. Sometime, though, I post on DU.

[Broken_Hero]

46. with the two current ones,

in lamans' terms, its a grand pissing contest of every negative, messed up thing that has happened within their 7yr marriage...

I've lived with them for about 3 yrs of their marriage, as a roommate, and they continually look at me to take sides, and I refrain, because its them, not me...and they understand that, but they also want that support, which I do give to both of them freely/often....There are two kids involved with this one, and I hope, it doesn't get uglier than it is now....*fingers crossed*

For your situation, I just hope/pray for the best...Just don't lose yourself in the madness, ok?

on edit:spelling, its late...

[crim son]

48. I forgive you for any spelling errors which after a fair

amount of vodka I wouldn't notice anyway. :hug;

[KitchenWitch]

8. So sorry to hear that!

:hug:

[crim son]

17. Not as sorry as I am!

Thank you.

[idgiehkt]

11. hey babe

:hug: Now I'm worried.

PM me if you want to, I'm here.

[gr8dane_daddy]

14. Hugs for you...

:hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:

[crim son]

22. Thank you for the hugs.

I feel utterly ugly and terrible right now.

[MoseyWalker]

18. nah. It's just another day

GHOST DANCE
Robbie Robertson and the Red Road Ensemble

Crow has brought the message
To the children of the sun
For the return of the buffalo
And for a better day to come

You can kill my body
You can damn my soul
For not believing in your god
And some world down below

You don't stand a chance against my prayers
You don't stand a chance against my love
They outlawed the Ghost Dance
But we shall live again, we shall live again

My sister above
She has red paint
She died at Wounded Knee
Like a latter day saint

You got the big drum in the distance
Blackbird in the sky
That's the sound that you hear
When the buffalo cry

Crazy Horse was a mystic
He knew the secret of the trance
And Sitting Bull the great apostle
Of the Ghost Dance

Come on Comanche
Come on Blackfoot
Come on Shoshone
Come on Cheyenne

We shall live again

Come on Arapaho
Come on Cherokee
Come on Paiute
Come on Sioux

We shall live again

[crim son]

26. "We shall live again."

I hope not. This one life is too tiring for me. But I like the lyrics. :hug:

[Redstone]

24. I've been there. And even posted here about it. If you need to talk, PM me for a phone

number. No guarantee I'd be worth anything right now...

But the offer stands.

Redstone

[crim son]

29. I don't want you to hear me right now.

But, I am a nice person, yes/ I hope this passes. And thank you Redstone. You know I am your greatest fan. -Lisa

[MoseyWalker]

36. think wider than yourself

it is one of the things that could save you from your self destructive mental/emotional thoughts.

Grandmother's Blanket
By Ann Murray Smith



Grandmother's Blanket holds the sweet smell of sage
Woven by enchantment, as the Spirits feel no rage.
Trimmed in eyelet shadows, cast into the snow
Tumbleweeds and deserts She traveled long ago.
The threads are Her wisdom She passes on to you,
Reflections wrap around us, as if we always knew.
The patchwork shows directions North, East, South, West
The needle points the way so we know when to rest.
Grandmother's Blanket holds the soft warmth of down
From fine-feathered friends and foliage all around.
Covered by a breeze and a soft summer rain
Lightning dances wildly, as the Thunder heals Her pain.
The colors are Her passions beneath the cotton lining
For She knows the Spirit world, is free and never binding.
Footsteps walk below the soil, Mother Earth is listening
Frost paints the Blanket edges, above the stars are glistening.
Grandmother's Blanket has many stories to tell
The colors have faded, for the years have turned it pale.
Comforted by the Oneness, Her head bows down in grace,
Thanking Great Spirit for Her Honor in this place.

[crim son]

43. MoseyWalker

not to be overly dramatic but I'd be long gone if I did not think of the greater meaning. I read every line of your song. Thanks!

[CaliforniaPeggy]

45. My dear crim son........

You are worth a great deal.......

To your beautiful children....

To your parents....

And to us, here on DU, who love you......

Now then.

I have talked to you. And I know whereof I speak.....

You are a lovely person!

Things will get better, I know they will......

You need to stop drinking, and go to bed, OK?

:loveya: :hug: :loveya:

[crim son]

47. Oh Peg, I am so sad.

I miss... certain things. I have to get used to being alone and it is hard.

[CaliforniaPeggy]

49. I hear you, sweetie........

And believe me, I understand......I really really do......:hug:

[MoseyWalker]

51. being alone is simply understanding

the concept of peace in a different manner.

You have an opportunity. Don't waste it.

How many have gone off to be alone in history and come back with something to offer others?

[crim son]

52. I've been alone all my lkife.

Now I want to make the offering! But I understand what you mean; I am not yet perfectly forged by this painful fire.

Wish I were my kitten, Benny. His worst fear is that the litterbox won't be fresh tomorrow a.m.

[MoseyWalker]

54. don't put yourself in Benny's mind!

He could be more concerned about you and your emotional health than you give him credit for.

He's more attuned to you than you may think.

Anyone with two eyes, a nose that breathes air and expressions is someone to listen to.

[crim son]

55. I would hate to give poor Benny any trouble.

I will give him a kiss and tell him I love him, okay?

[judaspriestess]

50. bad night for me too

my team lost to their arch rivals, they are just playing like crap. AND I believe I have a cold. I haven't been sick in so damn long, I'm not sure what it is. It could be sinuses too.

things will get better:hug:

[crim son]

53. I do hope they get better for you.

Next time, you will win. And the cold will pass. :hug: Thanks.

[Pushed To The Left]

56. I hope you feel better soon, crim son

:hug: Things will get better.

[MissHoneychurch]

57. You deserve better than that

[Callalily]

58. Hope that things

get better for your soon. :hug:

[Deja Q]

59. Hang in there hon!

:hug: :hug: :hug:

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