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I just got back from the district office to pick up some substitute papers so I can earn a little bread in the fall, well it looks like I'm going to be over $200 in the hole because of all the fees I have to pay before I set foot in the classroom. Not to mention all the running around I will have to do getting fingerprinted and getting a physical. Also I have about 4 acceptable classroom outfits so no doubt I'll have to go shopping which will probably set me back another $200. If they were so damn concerned to find out if I'm a child molester or drug dealer, then they should reimburse me the $80 for fingerprinting dammit!
No matter what I do this year and until I go to grad school, I will be totally wasting my degree that has me $22,000 in debt. So I guess it's better for me financially to work as a sub making $70 a day rather than work in a physical therapy clinic making $9 an hour. Plus working in a PT clinic will only annoy me, since apparently in NJ only; being an athletic trainer only allows you to work in a college, high school or for a pro team...but once you walk into a clinic your skills magically disappear. I could get a good paying job for a year working as an athletic trainer in a PT clinic in any other state except this one. The best I can hope for is being an aide which makes less than 10 dollars an hour and was the exact same thing I was doing in high school. Personally I feel as if it is a waste of my abilities and certifications.
So I guess I'll have to suck it up and pay all this money up front because it will pay itself off in about a week. I just long for the days of being a kid where my biggest problems were deciding whether to play on the monkey bars or on the swings out at recess.
Ok thanks for listening to my rant, I feel a bit better now
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