Don't trust journals

[jpgray]

They'll only hurt you. ;(

[Lilith Velkor]

1. I know it, baby

C'mon, let's sing with Mary Prankster:
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I'm not amused anymore
and nothing's a muse anymore
I sing of love and of hate
but I'm just masturbating my soul

And I don't wanna live anymore
and I don't wanna give anymore
if I fawn if I flirt, I just keep getting hurt
and it's taken it's toll

I wish I could fuck all my sorrow away
and fuck til the dawn of the next fuckin' day
fuck the chorus and verse
fuck the pain getting worse
fuck it all til I burn

I wish I could fuck all of you til you see
I'm the worst fuck up in all history
fuck your image and mine
fuck your limp valentine
fuck it all til I learn

I'm not a kid anymore
I don't know what I did anymore
but on every damn pass
karma bushwhacks my ass
and I get it all back

and I don't wanna move anymore
I've got nothing to prove anymore
if I run if I sit
still it all turns to shit
then it turns to attack

I wish I could fuck all my sorrow away
and fuck til the dawn of the next fuckin' day
fuck the chorus and verse
fuck the pain getting worse
fuck it all til I burn

I wish I could fuck all of you til you see
I'm the worst fuck up in all history
fuck your image and mine
fuck your limp valentine
fuck it all til I learn

I wish I could fuck all the memory I keep
fuck the next 10 years and just go to sleep
I'm fucked if I do and I'm fucked if I say
fucked if I don't so I'm fucked anyway

I wish I could fuck all of you til you see
I don't need your mercyfuck sympathy
fuck your words and your prayers
fuck your stares and my cares
fuck it all til I learn...