2006 is starting off as sucky as 2005 is ending

[Guava Jelly]

My girl doesn't love me.
I have made every change she has asked me to bought her a $3000 ring.
Got on viagra.Sent her flowers.
I have cried , Confronted her and even tried to accept the fact she wants to have sex with another man..we have been together 17 years and she has never been with another man besides me.
Especially her co-worker who she has this crush on..I wish it was a crush..she is in a secret love with this kid who doesnt even know it.
How do I get through this...why don't i have the self respect to leave???.
Why am i in love with someone who loves me but is not in love with me?

[Wapsie B]

1. Man I am so sorry.

I know how it feels to have relationships where the feelings are not mutual at all.
Do you think she'd go to counseling? If not, you've got to leave, as tough as it would be.
I'm learning the hard way that a woman who won't accept us the way we are isn't worth a pitcher of warm spit.

[Guava Jelly]

3. thank you

She used to be so in love with me..

here is the song that is running through my head
can you guess what verse hurts the most?

Perfect Situation Lyrics


What's the deal with my brain?
Why am I so obviously insane?
In a perfect situation
I let love down the drain.
There's the pitch, slow and straight.
All I have to do is swing
and I'm the hero, but I'm the zero.

Hungry nights, once again
Now it's getting unbelievable.
'Cause I could not have it better,
But I just can't get no play
From the girls, all around
As they search the night for someone to hold onto.
I just pass through...

singing...
Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhh oohh.
Singing...
Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhh oohh.

Get your hands off the girl,
Can't you see that she belongs to me?
And I don't appreciate this excess company.
Though I can't satisfy all the needs she has
And so she starts to wander...
Can you blame her?

singing...
Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhh oohh.
Singing...
Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhh oohh.

Tell me there's a logic out there.
Leading me to better prepare
For the day that something really special might come.
Tell me there's some hope for me.
I don't wanna be lonely
For the rest of my days on the earth.



Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhhhhhhh.
Singing...
Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhh Oohh.
Singing...
Ooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

[purr]

2. I'm sorry you have to deal with this.. I hope things get better.

I wouldnt cheat on my husband for anything.. but I still have my "fantasies" - like my sexy doctor, but I'd never act on them. Hang in there, if you need someone to moan groan and complain to, feel free to PM me. I'll be glad to listen :)

[RetroLounge]

4. Obviously I know what you are feeling...

hang in there...

RL