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we have rain today -- and that means alot of pain for me
been getting increasingly worse over the past 10 years (give or take a month or two)
On a scale of 1-10, with an abcessed tooth being a 5 -- my pain index is around 6 1/2 right now
the only pain meds that do any good are the ones that knock me on my butt and or make me extremely loopy (these don't help with the pain, but it puts me into la-la land where I don't care that I hurt)
been through the medical-mill with EMGs and MRIs, physical therapy, trigger point injections, cortizone shots, nerve-block injections -- nada
been to orthopedic surgeons, sports med doctors and pain management specialists -- nada
they all say that I have a "pinched" nerve in my lower shoulder area, or upper shoulder area, or elbow or neck... plus a few "bulging" disks in my neck
but they can't or won't do anything about it at this time -- not bad enough for an operation
at first I was told it was bursitis, then it was thorasic outlet syndrome, then it was repetitive stress syndrome
I've come to the conclusion that they don't know what it is, and when/if they ever figure it out -- they won't be able to do anything about it
am I frustrated? You bet. am I getting depressed over this today? yup
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