If you're a Christian and you want a sane view of your religion, try reading some of John Shelby Spong's books. He's a Bishop in New Jersey who actually has quite an interesting view of Christianity, and the only view that in my opinion, is remotely sane.
If you want to sign up for a mailing list, essays and what not,
http://www.johnshelbyspong.comOtherwise I'd recommend starting with these books:
Why Christianity Must Change or Die: A Bishop Speaks to Believers In Exilehttp://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/tg/detail/-/0060675365/qid=1099841158/sr=8-3/ref=pd_csp_3/103-6365130-4414204?v=glance&s=books&n=507846Rescuing the Bible from Fundamentalism : A Bishop Rethinks the Meaning of Scripturehttp://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/tg/detail/-/0060675187/qid=1099841158/sr=8-2/ref=pd_csp_2/103-6365130-4414204?v=glance&s=books&n=507846A New Christianity for a New World : Why Traditional Faith is Dying & How a New Faith is Being Bornhttp://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/tg/detail/-/0060670630/qid=1099841158/sr=8-1/ref=pd_csp_1/103-6365130-4414204?v=glance&s=books&n=507846If Christians want to be taken seriously as anything other than a group of wacko fundamentalists, then the sane voice of the religion needs to get louder than the insane voices that you're currently let speak for you all.