Reply #48: I feel ill [View All]

[lapislzi]

Not the general "oh shit I can't believe this is happening I need a drink" ill that I've felt for the past 2 days. No. This is the "I am about to be physically ill" feeling of gut wrenching anxiety that comes from the knowledge that someone you admire and love could be taken from you without warning. The feeling you have when you suddenly realize you've narrowly avoided an awful car crash: it can happen in a second. You can't predict. Hell, you can't even prepare.

In case you disappear, Will: your words will not. Cold comfort, but true.

I hope it never comes to that. Truly, I do. In my estimation, you're a Victor Laszlo, and we need more of them, not fewer, in these times.

Be safe.