Reply #24: I am so very sorry for your loss, Ida. [View All]

[beam me up scottie]

I am still grieving for my thirteen year old boy Cecil, who I held in my arms for the last time as the vet, who was crying as hard as I was, injected the second drug into his iv.

I too raised him from a baby.

He adored me, he lived for me.

I was not worthy of his love. How could I be? Their love is unconditional.

I do not believe in a god, so I can't know what it's like to feel as though you've been betrayed by him, but I do understand the blame you've place squarely on your own shoulders and it doesn't belong there.

It was an accident, nothing more. Your dogs wouldn't blame you, you know.

You saved them, they had a wonderful life with you, no matter how short it was. Millions of cats and dogs die abused, unloved and unwanted every year.

Your babies were very fortunate to have been loved by you.