LiberalLoner
LiberalLoner's JournalThe one thing that has remained consistent from the very start
Is that feeling, I wish none of this had ever happened.
I wish I could erase time, erase memories.
I can understand why people turn to drugs. You want to blot out memories, thoughts, feelings.
I never got it before, but now I do. Or you really understand the longing for death.
So senseless. All of it was so senseless.
I wonder sometimes if I will ever be free
Or if I will be tracked and hunted and watched all the rest of my days.
Or until…
I am in a prison and no one will tell me what I did wrong to deserve all of this.
I try to paint most days.
It gives me something to do, gets me out of bed.
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Decided to try an ocean painting on the smooth side of Canson paper
Pastel on Canson paper, 9x12.
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Did a charcoal sketch today to honor Jim Gordon and his music. I cared about him.
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The world will never see another drummer with his touch and style. Eric Clapton said he was his best drummer.
And he was a kind man. He wrote back to a silly fan who wrote him while he was at CMF.
I corresponded with him for a time. I loved him.
RIP sweet brilliant drummer boy. Hope to hear you play in heaven some day.
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😭😭😭🙏 He was a kind and gentle man, apart from the terrible mental illness. He wrote me back
When I sent him a letter while he was in CMF.
He took the time and effort to write back to a very silly fan.
I wrote that fans should have been calling HIM god, not Eric Clapton, because it was his drumming that really was what made the music so amazing.
That comment was what he was referencing in this letter.
RIP Jim. Thank you for the great music and for being so incredibly kind to this very silly nobody fan of yours.
Let me try again, maybe this will work.
Thank you so much!!!❤️ actually....
I didn’t do a duplicate today, but did a riff on the original painting, changing some things….was fun!
Did a pastel painting of a waterfall.
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Thank you to anyone who looks at this. Very grateful for any critiques.
I just keep playing with my soft pastels, trying to learn and get better.
Today is National Hug an economist day apparently
So I sent a virtual hug to Robert Reich because I think he is awesome and fighting hard for all of us.
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